Wednesday, December 14, 2011

The Curse

Chapter 3

I was able to retrieve parts of this chapter in my office PC... Im purple with happiness coz of Hyunjoong's digital single. will try to finish the next chapter soon...


“ Hwangbo Noona”

 Hyejung looked back and was very surprised to see her “ex-husband” sitting on her favorites spot. She walked towards him and worried as she saw his haggard look.
 “Hyunjoong-ah, what are you doing here?” she asked.

“Noona, take a seat. It’s nice seeing you again.” Hyunjoong ordered her with a smile.


Hwangbo pulled a chair and sat infront of Hyunjoong. She saw several cups of coffee on the table. She knew for a fact that he’s not into coffee and only if stressed will he drink one. She became worried and stared at his face. Dark circles are very evident on his eyes.


“Joong-ah, whats wrong? “ Hwangbo asked full of concern.


“What makes you think something’s wrong, Noona?” he answered.


“I’ve been married to you for seven months Hyunjoong. I can read you like a book. Now come on. Spill it out” she replied.


“You haven’t read the papers or watched entertainment news lately? “ Hyunjoong enquired.


“Haven’t got enough time to do that. Been busy lately. Why?” Hyejung honestly answered.


“You’ve been missing a lot. Haven’t heard of my scandal, right?” Hyunjoong uttered with a deep sigh.


“You’re what? “ Hyejung exclaimed. “What did you do Hyunjoong? Got a girl pregnant? Sex scandal? What have you been thinking?” she asked non-stopped.


Hyunjoong laughed at her which made her more confused.


“Noona, calm down. “ He said.


“How can you laugh at this matter Hyunjoong? Now, tell me what kind of scandal you got yourself involved with.”


“I only laugh at it because I know it’s not true. If you want to hear everything about it, attend my press conference tomorrow. I’ll go now Buin. “And Hyunjoong abruptly stood up and leave the bewildered girl.


Hwangbo stayed for a while enjoying her cup of coffee and trying to think of another plan on how to grant her mother’s request. She knows that if she didn’t produce a boyfriend soon, her Mom will set her up with her friends’ sons. Suddenly she heard her phone beep.


“Buin, come to Park Hyatt Hotel tomorrow around 10am”


Hwangbo was surprised that Hyunjoong still got her number. She replied and then decided to head home.


“Hyunjoong-ah, I’m surprised that you still have my number. And regarding tomorrow, I’m not sure if I can come but I will wait for the news on TV. I know it’s going to be the headline.”


She’s already on her way home when she received reply from Hyunjoong.


“I know you’re curious, Buin. Better be there”.


Hwangbo just scoffed and decided to ignore Hyunjoong’s message. When she arrived at her place, she saw her phone blinking, signaling a message in the voice mail. She dropped her bag at the couch and retrieved the message.


“Hye Jung, I’ll be coming over your place tomorrow morning.


Hwangbo became agitated. Her Mom coming over will mean blind date. She decided to call her to check why she needs to see her tomorrow.


“Hi Omma, how are you? “She started.


“I’m doing fine Jungie. I’m coming over to see tomorrow, ok?” her mother stated.


“Mom, I’ll be out tomorrow morning. I’m already seeing someone." Hwangbo replied with gritted teeth. She doesn’t want to lie to her own mother but she don’t have a choice


“Is that true baby? Well good. Then there’s no use in setting you up with Woo Joon.” Her mom answered with glee.


“Woo Joon? Omma is he the geeky guy from our old place?” Hyejung enquired with disbelief.


“Yes, Jungie. The only son of my good friend Kira.” Her mom replied.


“Forget that Omma. I will never date that guy. Besides my man is better than him. You’ll be surprised when you meet him.” She bragged.


“Ok Jungie. Set up the date. I’m looking forward to meeting him.” Her mom responded.


“Soon, Omma. Bye for now. I’ll see you soon. Take care.” She bid goodbye.


HyeJung slumped on the couch after the call. Now, she’s more in trouble. Who will she present as a boyfriend to her mother? But she doesn’t really want to date that geeky guy. When she got tired of thinking she just took a quick shower and sleep.


At around eight o’clock Hye Jung began preparing for the day. She doesn’t have any planned schedule but she decided to just go out and unwind. She was surprised again when she received a text message.


“Buin, I’ll wait for you. – Shillang”


" Aissshhh.." Hye Jung grunted. " What will I do. Should I go and see him?"

Sunday, November 27, 2011

The Curse

Chapter 2


     Hours after her mother left, Hwangbo meet up with her closet friends in a café near her house. She really need all the advice and help with her current situation. As soon as the girls arrived they huddled in the farthest corner and listen to Hwangbo’s predicament.



“I can’t believe that your Omma still believe in curses. It’s so yesterday.” Boram exclaimed. “So what are your plans now?


“I don’t have one. She was not worried before coz I have Junri. But now that I’m back being single… Argghhh… What am I going to do” she ranted.


“Then maybe you can reconcile with Junri.” Boram suddenly blurted. Hwangbo turned to her and gave her a deadly glare. She cowered towards Song Eunnie and said sorry to Hwangbo.


“If getting back with Junri is not an option then what about Junjin. He’s your closest friend. He’ll understand your situation and maybe asked you to get married immediately." Eunnie advised.


“Do you think so, Unni? I mean he just got out of the military.” Hwangbo asked while also contemplating.


“He’s your best friend. He can’t say no to you.” Eunnie replied.


“Ok. Wait, where’s my phone? I’ll call him now so we can meet tonight. I need to tell him soon so we can plan." Hwangbo excitedly explain.


“Aja, Hyejungie!!” Boram and Eunnie whispered while Hwangbo tried calling Junjin.


“Hello, Jinnie-ah...” She started. “Would you like free dinner? Meet me later. I’ll reserve a table for us in our fave place.” She happily chatted. “Ok. See you later.” Then she ended the call.


“Did he agree Unnie.” Boram inquired.


“Yes he did. “ Hwangbo replied. “Ya! I’m so nervous. How will I tell him?”


“Just tell it to him straight. Just like what I said, I know he will understand.” Eunnie tried to calm her.


“I hope so. And if it’s gonna be Junjin, I know Mom won’t object.” She told the girls and asked  “Would it be okay if we head home now? I need to make reservation and prepare for tonight.”


Both girls nodded their head and wished her luck. They separate ways and Hwangbo began preparing for her date.

At around seven in the evening, Hwangbo nervously walked towards their reserved table. She actually rehearsed everything she has to say to Junjin. She calmly made a beeline to their table and saw her friend talking on the phone. As soon as he saw her, he waved his hand and motioned her to take the seat as he is still on a call. Hwangbo took the seat in front of him and wait for him to finish his call.


“Ya, Jungie, why do you have to treat me tonight?” Junjin enthusiastically asked her as soon as he ended the call.


“Well, what's wrong with asking my best friend out? It’s our first dinner after your military service. And I need to ask you a favor” Hwangbo answered.


“I’m just so glad that it’s over. I miss you and our friends. By the way Jungie..." Junjin was not able to finish what he was saying. He seems to be looking at something behind her. Hwangbo was a bit confused at his action and was even more shocked when she saw a beautiful girl approaching their table. The girl stopped beside her while Junjin stood up and reached for her hands.


“Hyejung, I invited Natasha. I know you wouldn’t mind right?" He shyly told Hwangbo and asked the waiter to put another chair on their table.


Hwangbo just nodded her head and just watched how Junjin fussed over the girl. He even assisted Natasha as she took the seat.


“Natasha, I want you to meet my bestfriend, Hyejung. HyeJung, she’s my girlfriend." Jun jin introduced the two. Natasha smiled sweetly at Hyejung and shook her hands.


“Hi Natasha. Nice meeting you.” Hwangbo greeted the shy girl as they shake hands. “So, Junjin how’d you two meet?” She asked as they wait for the menu.


“I met her in a cafe a month after the service. She was sitting all alone and I can’t help but notice her. She’s so beautiful.” Junjin replied while staring at the blushing Natasha.


“She is.” Hwangbo answered back.


“I heard so much about you from Junjin. I’m so glad to finally meet you.” Natasha told her.


“I hope they’re all good huh. If he said something bad, let me tell you. That’s all a lie.” She replied.


Junjin, interrupted her and asked “So, Jungie –ah, what‘s the favor that you’re going to ask?”

Flustered, Hwangbo quickly think of an answer.

“Junjín-ah, it’s nothing big. I’ll just need to ask you to give something to Andy. But I guess I better give it to him personally.”


“Are you sure, Jungie? I can drop by his place after sending Natasha home.” Her best friend replied.
 “I’ m sure Jin. Come on just eat. It’s my treat for you two.” Hwangbo answered with a smile.


They enjoyed the fancy dinner for almost an hour. Junjin told them stories from his military service. Natasha told stories of her hometown- Malaysia. She went to Korea just two years ago. All the while Hwangbo was just looking at them. She can see how smitten Junjin is with Natasha and her to him. She’s so happy for her friend and she can’t even bear the thought of asking him the "real favor”.


The couple and her called it a night at around 10pm. Before getting into her car, Hwangbo hugged Natasha and asked her to take care of Junjin. She smiled and answered sincerely that she will. Hwangbo bid goodbye and drove away leaving the couple still holding hands.


Hwangbo decided to drop at her favorite café’ before heading to her house. The café is not so crowded anymore but she chose a secluded space- her favorite spot actually but was disappointed when she saw that someone’s already sitting there. She turned back to look for another table when somebody called her name.


“ Hwangbo Noona.”

Monday, November 14, 2011

The Curse

this was written with Ibuprofen induced mind. I honestly need advise if I should push through with this story..It's still unedited and will decide if I'll continue base on your feedback.. Ciao!

The Curse



It's a Saturday afternoon and Hwangbo’s too busy cleaning her house. She’s waiting for her mother to arrive since she called her that she’d be coming over. It’s been months since she last saw her Mother due to her busy works schedule and her Mom went to visit their relatives months back. She really missed their bonding moments. She ran towards the door and opens it enthusiastically as soon as she heard the bell rang…
 “Omma, I’m so glad to see you.” She exclaimed and gave her mother a hug.


“Aigoo! This big baby. Come on let’s get inside.” Her mother playfully said.


Hwangbo helped her bring in the package she’s carrying. They went straight to the kitchen since she knows that these are all the food she loves. Her Mom laughed at her once again as she unwrapped every package with glee.
 “Omma, I miss your cooking. I miss these foods.” And she hugged her once again.
 “I know Jungie. That’s why I packed a lot for you and Junri to share. By the way, where is he?” her mother enquired.


“He’s not here Mom and this are mine alone.” She simply replied. “Mom come on, let’s eat. I’m suddenly soooo hungry.” Hwangbo even added a cute pout.


“Ya, Jungie save some for my son in law. You also need to watch out what you eat or else you’ll get fat.” Her mother reminded her.


She just shrugged her shoulder and pulled her mother to take a seat, and they ate while chatting about her Mother’s vacation in the province. When Hwangbo finished eating she asked her Mom to stay in the living room while she washed the dishes. After about 15 minutes she heads to the living room with a bowl of cut fruits. She found her mother inspecting the pictures on the side table, a frown very evident on her face. Hwangbo sat next to her and put her arms around her shoulders.


“Omma, what’s wrong?” she asked.


“Hye Jung,where are Junri’s photos? I can clearly remember there used to be pictures of him here. There are also pictures of you together. Where are they and why aren’t here anymore?” her mother asked in a very serious tone.


Hyejung sighed wondering why her Mom looked so worried. She broke up with boyfriends before and she used to tell her about it. She would console her and calm her but she never seen her so disturbed- unlike right now.


“Omma, we broke up two months ago.” She replied.


“Hye Jung, you have to get back together. You have to. You need to get married soon.” Her mother demanded her.


"Omma, Junri and I are history. I will never get back with that two-faced skunk.” Hwangbo replied with disgust.


“But Hye Jung, you need to get married soon. “ Her mother pleaded.


“Omma, I’m still young. I’m only 32. I know I will definitely find a man better that him. I don’t need to rush.” She answered back.


All of a sudden Hwangbo’s mother burst into tears. Confused, Hwangbo tried pacifying her.


“Omma, what’s wrong? Tell me what’s bothering you? I will get married but not with Junri. I will find myself a man.”

" But Hye Jung, you have to get married soon. Before your 33rd birthday to be exact." her Mom replied still in tears.

" I dont understand why I need to rush, Omma. Tell me exactly the reason why I have too." Hyejung asked in confusion.

" Because you will die Hye Jung. I dont want to lose you." her Omma blurted.

" Omma, I cant understand you. Why will I die? "

Her Mom tried hard to compose herself so she can explain everything.

" HyeJung, its a curse in the family.It started with our forefathers. One of her daughter remained single until age of 33. When he saw how unhappy her daughter was, how she envy her other siblings with family, he wished for her to just die. He'd rather her pass away that suffer loneliness. And that curse was transferred to every girl in the family. Girls should get married before they reach 33 years old or else they'll die. "

" That's absurd, Omma. Do you believe that?" Hye jung scofffed.

" I cant take a risk Hye jung. Two of your great Aunts died at that age." she replied

" Omma, its just coincidence. Maybe they're already sick or something." Hwangbo argued.

" Coincidence or not, I'd rather be safe. I will also die if I'll lose you. Please Hye Jung. Just listen to me." her mother pleaded.

" Omma, please dont say such a thing. We'll both gonna be okay. "

" Promise me Jungie. Promise me that you'll get married soon. If you cant find a man within a month, I'll be the one to set you up and you cant refuse the man I'll choose."

" Omma, that's not fair. " Hye Jung rebuts.

" Find a man or I'll find one for you. I'll go now Jungie. I'm doing this cause I love you. " and her mother gave her a hug before leaving her still in shock.










Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Get Even

I am actually hesitant to post this cause I'm not sure if its good enough. Anyway, first time for me to write with a little bit of pervyness so... just read and comment if possible.. thanks


Hwangbo Hyejung is pissed off.  She just woke up and went straight to the rest room when she almost slipped. There’s a puddle of water on the floor. Her eyes were still half closed and she shrieked when the coldness of the bowl hit her bottom. Somebody left the toilet seat up. She stood up and put it down still trying to calm herself.  She took a quick shower to begin preparing for the Muhan Girl’s taping day. Once done she went to the sink to brush her teeth. Her anger flared up again when she saw the toothpaste tube uncapped and there’s still some paste left on the side. She brushed her teeth in a haze and head back to her room.

Hwangbo sat down infront of her dresser. She was about to picked up her hairbrush but can’t find it in its usual spot. She began looking for it and she found it in one of the drawers. She began surveying her room and can’t believe that it’s all a mess.  Then she noticed the sticky note posted on the mirror.

“Buin, I’m sorry. I’m in a hurry and didn’t wake you up. I’ll see you tonight. Love you- Shillang

“The source of all this mess” she mumbled to herself. She removed the note from the mirror and began arranging her room. Hyunjoong slept over last night since the party ended late and he’s a bit tipsy. He asked her to drive him home but she decided to just let him sleep over in her place since it’s nearer. They’ve been seeing each other for two years but she doesn’t allow him to sleep over frequently. Besides both of them are busy with their own careers so they don’t have much time to spend together.

Hyejung is aware that Hyunjoong knows what a neat freak she is that’s why he left a note for her. But she won’t give in with just that. She needs to get even with him and a devious plot’s already brewing in her mind.  After she finished fixing her room she then head out to Muhan girl’s location shoot. She sent him a message before the taping started.

“It’s ok baby. See you tonight”

It’s already eight in the evening when Hyunjoong arrived with a tub of ice cream in hand. He gently opened the door and went straight to the living room. She found Hyejung immersed in watching TV. Hyunjoong went to the kitchen and get them spoons so they can share the ice cream. Hyejung was just silently watching him and then whispered to herself “Let the games begin”.

When he went back, she’s already watching her show “Oh my God”. He sat beside her, took the remote from her hand and switch to another channel.

“Buin, let’s not watch that.” He asked her.

“You’re not showing your support for me with that act, Shillang.”  She replied and switched it back to her show.

“Buin, Iam very happy that you have a new show. I just can’t stand watching you with other guys. Please baby, let’s just watch movie.” Hyunjoong pleaded with a little aegyo.

“No, Shillang. I have to watch it. I need to see where I need to improved.” She sternly told him.

Seeing that he cannot persuade her girlfriend in this situation, he then decided to just distract her from watching. He opened the ice cream tub, took a spoonful and fed this to Hyejung.  She just took what he offered without even looking at him. Her eyes still glued on the TV. Hyunjoong tried to feed her again and just like the first time, she just took it and continued watching. He‘s already getting frustrated but it seems lady luck is on his side when the show ended after a few minutes. Hyunjoong’s grin widen when Hyejung snuggled closer to him.  He wrapped his arms around her and kissed her hair. Hyejung reached for the tub of ice cream and took a spoonful.  She even closed her eyes to savor the flavor while humming in delight. All the while Hyunjoong was gawking at her. When she opened her eyes she met his and she playfully licked the spoon. Hyunjoong swallowed hard and then grabbed her for a fiery kiss. Hyejung let him enjoy the kiss for a while but when she felt his hands on her tighs she pushed him away and whispered.

“We can’t Hyunjoong. We have to stop. It’s the time of the month”.

Hyunjoong was dumbfounded. He took a deep breath to calm him and run his hand on his unruly hair.  He then stood up and walked back and forth. After sometime he sat down next to her again. He put her arms around her shoulder but Hye jung pushed him away again.

“Let’s not start something we can’t finish, baby.” she calmly told him as she took another spoonful of ice cream. 

Hyunjoong was just staring at Hyejung’s lips as she ate the ice cream.  His mouth forming a small O everytime she took a spoonful. When she noticed him, she nudged him and then laughed.  She playfully planted a soft kiss on his lips and Hyunjoong tried to deepen it once again so she pushed him back while shaking her head.

“Stop eating that ice cream then. “ Hyunjoong demanded in a raspy voice.  She just smiled at him and took the tub of ice cream to the kitchen.

He slumped on the sofa while waiting for Hyejung. He tried flipping the magazine on top of the table when he heard her approached him.  Hyunjoong felt his soul left his body when she sat beside him and flashed a smile.  And when she placed her hand on her thighs, he swatted it and said while gritting his teeth.

“Hwangbo Hyejung. You’re going to be the death of me.”

“Me?” she innocently asked. “What am I doing to you?’

“You said we can’t do it now. Then why the hell do you have to eat that lollipop in front of me. ” he almost screamed at her.

“But Shillang, you said I can’t eat ice cream. I’ m craving for something sweet. “ She replied with a smile while licking the lollipop.

“Stop it Buin. Please. I’m hanging on a fine thread here.”  He answered back with eyes closed and trying to calm his nerves.

“Ok. Fine. I’ll just throw this away. “Hye jung stood up and threw the lollipop in the bin.

She went back to him and just hold his hands. He squeezed it back and just dropped a quick kiss on her lips.

“Buin, I better head home. I’ll just see you tomorrow.”  And he stood pulling her with him. 

 “Are you really going home now? I prepared dinner for you. ” she asked wrapping her arms around his waist as they walk towards the door.

“What did you prepare, Buin?”  He asked enthusiastically.

“ Unagi and fresh oyster. Then chocoloates and strawberry for dessert.”   Hyejung replied with a wink.

Hyunjoong released her and remarked. “I badly need a cold shower. I’ m leaving Buin.” and left her without looking back.

“Hyunjoong, just take this home with you.” She ran after him. She gave him a card and bid goodbye with a smile.

As she closed the door, Hyejung laughed out loud. Game over and she won this time. She wondered how he will react to the card. It simply explained that she doesn’t have her period and she just wanted to leave him hot and bothered since he left her room in a mess this morning. She took a quick shower and just as soon as she stepped out she received a text message. She rolled out on the floor laughing again as she read the text message. 

I’m going to get revenge one day, you evil woman. 

But you still love me anyway, right Shillang. She replied

Not even a minute passed, she received another reply.

“I do. I’m sorry for pissing you off this morning.  Good night Buin. See you soon.  I love you.

“And I love you too. Apology accepted and I’m sorry too. Good night Shillang. Don’t forget to take cold shower. “

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Will you wait for me

Dedicated to my lovely chingu.Happy happy birthday Ate Pink! Pagdamutan mo na ang aking nakayanan.. Puahahaha.. I wish you good health and may God continue to shower you with more blessings. See you soon!! btw, miss ko na si Emyr.


“Congratulations.  Wishing you all the best”.
Hyunjoong was surprised with the message he received. Although the number is not registered in his phonebook, he knew by heart who owns this. He was just not expecting for her to contact him anymore. He began typing his reply and slumped on his chair after sending the message. It was short and simple.
“Why are you doing this?" 
He fiddled with his phone while waiting for the reply. His fifteen minute break from rehearsal is almost up.  He can’t describe what’s he’s feeling right now.  He almost dropped his phone when it vibrates signaling a new message.
“Why? Is it wrong to wish you all the best? To congratulate you? I only mean well Hyunjoong.”
He cant believe that she's really sending him this message. Frustrated, he dialled the number. Without any preamble, he asked her as soon as she picked up the call.
" What do you want Hyejung? Its over now right? Stop tormenting me. "
" Hyunjoong, can we be friends atleast? I know I hurt you but there's no sense in treating me this way. Its not easy for me too. " Hyejung replied.
" Friends? Huh Hyejung, Friends? he scoffed. " I never became friends with my previous lovers and I dont plan to change that. If leaving me was not easy, then why did you?
He can hear her took a deep breath before she answered him. All the while he's trying to maintained his composure so people around him will not notice him much.
" I have to Hyunjoong. I need to. Im tired of waiting for you. Im tired of being a second fiddle in you life."
" You were the most important part of me Buin. You still are. I believed in you when you said you'd wait. What happened Buin? Im doing this all for you."
Hyunjoong's about to break down.  His voice started to crack and Hwangbo sensed this so she just simply replied.
" Let's not part this way, Hyunjoong. I love you and I still do. Breaking up with you is a hard decision and believe that Im also hurt. I just have to do this. Take care of yourself. I'll see you around". she ended and hung up the phone.

Hyunjoong asked the trainer if he can be excused for a while. Not even waiting for a reply he left the training room and went straight to his car. He just sat there trying to calm himself. The incident 6 months ago is still very clear in his mind.

He was sitting on the couch, waiting for Hye jung to arrive. She attended a friend's wedding. He's very tired with all the preparation for his 1st mini album launch but since he hadnt seen her for a while he decided to drop by her place and just wait for her.  He already fed Jins and dosing a cup of tea when he heard the door opened. He stood up and greeted her but he was surprised with her coldness.

" Buin, are you okay? something bothering you?" Hyunjoong asked full of concern.

" What are you doing here? I thought you're busy."  she replied coldly.

" I just missed you so, Buin. " and he pulled her for a hug.

He's really confused with the way she's acting. She didnt return the embrace and just went straight to her room. Hyunjoong followed her. He found her just sitting on her bed staring straight at him.

" Hyejung, what happened?" he then asked again.

" Let's break up Hyunjoong. I cant do this anymore."  she replied.

" You're joking right? Im not up into some pranks right now Hyejung. Tell me what's wrong." Hyunjoong answered.

" Im tired of waiting for you. Waiting for the right time to let people know of our relationship. Tired of all this secrecy. Im tired pretending Im not hurt everytime you deny being in a relationship. I just cant take it anymore." Hyejung ranted. She's not looking at him but instead just staring blanky on the wall behind him.

" It wont take long Hyejung. Just give me some more time." Hyunjoong pleaded.

" When are you going to be ready? When you're fans can freely accept you being in a relationship. When you're not happy with your career anymore? When Im too old to bear a child? I dont think I can wait that long Hyunjoong. I want a family of my own."  she calmly declared.

" Why are you doing this Hyejung. You already knew our situation when you agreed to be in this relationship. Dont let me feel that Im the only one at fault here." he walked towards her and tried to embrace her but she blocked him as soon as he reached her. 
" I know its also my fault so I want to end this now. Its hard for me to do this but I need to. Set me free, Hyunjoong." and she handed the promise necklace he gave her for their 2nd anniversary.
" Buin, please, let's talk it over. After the release of my new album we can set things straight. I'll let them know about our relationship. " he again explained to her.
" Dont do that Hyunjoong. Dont do something you'll regret later. Im letting you go." she replied.  She stood up and walk towards the bathroom. " Lock the door on your way out" she said with finality.
" Hye jung, please. Hyejung. " Hyunjoong even pounded at the bathroom door as she called her but she turned deaf to him. When he got tired, he finally walked out of her house with a heavy heart.
Pretending to be okay during his first album launch was a struggle but he survived. He drown himself with work so he will not have time to think about her. And now after all his effort to heal his broken heart, she's back. Since he wont be able to focus on his practice, he decided to call his manager and told him he's not feeling well and going home. 
He drove around the block but cant find an open bar at eleven in the morning so he decided to head home. What he didnt expect was to find her sitting comfortably in his living room.
" Is this dejavu or what? why are you here Hye jung." he scoffed.

" Im just here to clear things up." she replied.

" Im not in the mood to bicker with you. As you see, Im okay. Now you can leave." Hyunjoong uttered.

" Hyunjoong can we atleast be friends. We used to be friends. Dont throw it all away just because we broke up." Hye jung calmly told him.

" I dont need your friendship. Dont turn the tables now. It was you who broke things up just because you got tired. "

" Because i dont know where I stand in your life Hyunjoong. I dont know if Im just waiting for nothing. That day when I attended the wedding seeing all my friends married and with kids, dont you know how jealous I was. I always dreamed of having a family and always wished and its gonna be with you. But I have to be realistic. Its not gonna happen in the near future. Even though it hurts and it hurt like hell. I have to let you go." she started to break down."  She slumped on the nearest sofa and just cried.

Hyunjoong was stunned after seeing her like this. With all the years they were together, he never saw her cry. He slowly walk towards her and pull her in a tight embrace. She wrapped her arms around him and he pulled her tighter. When her tears subside, Hyunjoong turned her to face him and wipe all her tears. He pulled her up and gently asked her to come with him. She's confused but she let him usher her into his car.

" I just want to show you something. " Hyunjoong simply explained. He didnt say anything after this and she just let him be.

After about thirty minutes, Hyunjoong stopped in front of a newly constructed house. He immediately went down and opened the door for her. She just followed him and was a bit confused when he ordered her to key in the security code of the gate. She shook her head but Hyunjoong took her hand and asked her one more time.

" You know it Hye jung. You know it by heart. " he instructed.

Hyejung just stared at him while punching in the numbers 1009 for their anniversary. She was startled when the gate unlocked. Hyunjoong gently grabbed her arms and they walk towards the house. He keyed in the security code, same as the gate code and ushered her inside.  The house was spacious. Walls are all white and the house was fully furnished. The living room displayed a  state of the art entertainment system. Hyunjoong still holding her hands lead her to the kitchen.  She was just looking in awe. He again lead her to the living room. She sat on the white sofa and was stunned when she saw the big frame adorning the wall. It was their picture in Bali from one of their escape day. The sun was already setting and she was on their room's veranda when Hyunjoong suddenly hugged her from the back. He then turned her to face him and give her a  soul shattering kiss. Little did she know that he already set his camera. She playfully hit his arms after and both of them laughed when they saw that the picture turns out to be real good. Now seeing it again, she was overwhelmed with lot of emotions. They were so happy then.

Hyunjoong was just watching her. When she sat down again he sat beside her. He again took her hands. For a while they just sat there until Hyunjoong broke the silence.

" Hye,jung this house is for you. I've been planning to give this as a surprise for our anniversary. Im sorry if you felt that Im neglecting you but please believe me when I say that you are my priority. Not my career or fame. I've been working hard to be able to save for our future.There's nothing in this world I want more that to start a family with you. All Im asking is just a little more time. Can you atleast think it over."

" All this months Hyunjoong, I tried to forget you. I went on blind dates and enjoy other guys company. What's funny is that every time I come home at night, Im still hoping that I'll find you waiting for me at home. I'll cry myself to sleep and wish that even just in my dreams you'll be there. I really want to have a family but with no one but you." she replied and hugged him. " Im sorry for hurting you. Im sorry I gave up easily. I promise to be more patient and wait for you." Hye jung added.

" Im sorry for making you wait Buin. I will do all my best to be worthy of you. I love you. " Hyunjoong replied.

" I love you too Shillang. Being away with you was hard. Thank you for not giving up on us."

" I wont Hyejung. " he uttered before pulling her for a kiss. When they stop to catch their breath Hyunjoong asked Hyejung.

" Would you like to move in here, Buin."

She shooked her head and said. "We will wait for the right time babe. And besides you said its not gonna be for long right?"

" Definitely babe. "and Hyunjoong smiled at her before kissing her again.






Tuesday, September 20, 2011

A new Pet

Written on a whim. Raw and unedited. For ellechar and the Chinggus. Miss you guys!

It was a sunny Saturday afternoon. Since the weather is nice, me and my son went to the park. Good thing the park is not so crowded. We went to a secluded spot and Hyunnie helped me lay down the mat. As soon as were done he asked me if he can play with the other kids. I agreed and just reminded him not to get into fights. He kissed me and run towards the other kids.


From a far I watched my son interact with other kids. He’s only four years old and he’s tall for his age. Just like a normal kid, he’s active and loves to play. He’s also smart and actually good in school. We’re so blessed to have him. When I saw him already immersed in playing, I took out my book and began to read. Now I can enjoy a “me” time.


After a while, I saw him running towards me. I was a little worried, wondering if something happened to him. He sat beside me while trying to catch his breath.


“Omma, can I have a new pet?” he asked.
 “New pet, Hyunnie? We still need to ask Appa. What would you like to have just in case? “I asked him as I wiped his sweat.
 “Omma, I want to have ant as pet.” He declared. His eyes twinkling with excitement.
“Ants? Baby, you cannot have them as pet. “I told him.


“But, why Omma.” Hyunnie asked.


“Because ants will bite you.” I replied.


“But Omma, dogs bite too right? Why do we have them as pet?” he again enquired.


I was speechless. My son has a point. I just smiled at him and answered.


“Because we can keep them in cage and train them. We can’t do that with ants, baby.”


“Cant I keep them in plastic jars, Omma.” He again asked. I shook my head and


“Ok then, Omma. I’ll just look for other pets.” And He runs again to play.


I was eating fruit while still trying to read when I saw him running towards me again. I’m now wondering what he’s up too. His hands together, like he’s hiding something inside.


“ Omma, omma, I now have a new pet.” He exclaimed.


“ Really Hyunnie? What would that be?” I curiously asked.


“It’s in my hands Omma. It’s tickling me. “Hyunnie answered.


“What? Come on, open your hands and let me see.” I prodded.


“It’s a mosquito, Omma. “ He happily replied.


“Oh no, baby. You cannot have them as pet.” I told him and opened his hands.


He was surprised and his eyes rounded. I can see that he’s about to cry so I hugged him and explained.


“Baby, insects like mosquitoes cannot be pets. See, they can fly easily.”


“But, Omma, birds fly too. Why can we have them as pet.” He reasoned out.


“Birds can be kept in a cage Hyunnie, just like dogs. And mosquitoes can carry diseases and when they bite kids like you, you can get sick. You wouldn’t want to get sick right.” I again explained to him.


“I understand Omma. I just want to have a new pet.” He uttered. Although he’s still pouting he hugged and kissed me.


“Do you want to have a new dog, or new cat?” I tried to pacify him.


“No, Omma. It’s okay.” He sweetly replied.


“I’ll ask Appa later if we can go to a pet shop when he’s free. Maybe you can find a new pet there.” And I kissed his chubby cheeks one more time.


“But for now Omma, can we have some ice cream and cotton candy? I saw a store over there.” His puppy eyes trying to persuade me.


“ Aigoo, my baby is so cute. Okay. We’ll go there. Anyway it’s already late. Just help me pack our things and well buy them on our way out. “I answered and ruffled his hair.


“Yes, Omma”. He answered and immediately helped me fold the mat.


We went to the ice cream parlor and had a cup of his favorite vanilla ice cream. On our way out, I bought him cotton candy and he ate this while I drive us home. To keep me amused while driving, Hyunnie sang nursery rhymes. He’s really a happy kid and I treasure our bonding moments.


When we arrived, his Appa was already home. I just changed my clothes and prepare our dinner while the two of them play in the living room. I can hear my Hyunnie telling his Dad stories in his school. After a while the two are running around the living room playing. I called them as soon as I’m done cooking and our little family enjoyed dinner.


It’s only eight o’ clock when we finished so we allowed Hyunnie to watch TV with us. He’s sitting on the floor while his Dad and I sat on the couch. Were watching Chuesok special show and I was startled when Hyunnie suddenly stood and jumped on my lap.


“Omma, I don’t want a pet anymore. I know what I want now.” He declared.


“And what would that be young man? “His Dad asked.


“Before I tell you, Appa can you promise that you’d give it to me?” He pleaded.


“Okay. I’ll try my best.” His Appa replied.


“Thank you Appa.” And he hugged him. “What about you, Omma?” He then asked me.


I just nooded and offered my pinky finger. He squealed in delight and wraps his chubby pinky finger around mine.


“Okay now Hyunnie. Can you tell us what you want instead of getting a new pet?” His Dad asked.


Hyunnie jumped off from my lap and stood in front of us. His really serious and with full conviction uttered.


“I want a baby sister, Omma, Appa”.


I was again left speechless but his Dad is a lot quicker.


“Aigoo, Hyunnie is really smart just like his Dad. We will definitely give it but Appa needs a favor if you want to get it really soon.”


“I’ll do anything Appa, promise” my baby replied and he even raised his right hand to swear.


“I want you to go into your room right now and sleep. Omma and Appa will start our project for you. “ His Dad ordered him.


“I’m going, now, Appa. I’m going. Good night Appa, Omma.” Hyunnie shouts as he run towards his room.


I was still laughing so hard when I was suddenly lifted off the couch.


“You heard what our son wants, Buin. You can’t refuse him right?” Hyun joong mischievously asked.


I nodded with a silly grin and wrap my arms around his neck and uttered. “It’s going to be an exciting night, Shillang. Let’s get in on.”

 
We both laughed as he carried me towards our room. In my mind I asked. “A handsome Shillang, a cute and smart son. What more can a girl ask for? Oh, I know. Another baby girl right?

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Saved by the Rain

Rain, rain go away. hehehe.. I honestly love the rain but sometimes I just wanna stay at home and watch my fave K-series with a warm cup of coffee in hand. Or just staying in bed reading chic lit. But as always I need to go to work. hehehe. Anyway, the title was provided by a friend. I cant seem to fix my blog's set up and I'm so fed up so I'll just post this as is. Sorry and  I hope you'll enjoy reading. Comments will be highly appreciated. 


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It’s been raining in Seoul for the past couple of days. It’s the kind of weather where you just want to stay at home and curl up in bed all day. Good thing, Hwangbo had no schedule for the day. It’s almost 11am and she’s still rolling in her bed when her phone rang. She can’t help but smile when she read the caller’s name. . It was her “Shillang”.
“Hello, good morning Shillang” she answered in a very sweet voice.
“Good morning babe. Just woke up? ” he asked
“Yeah.  Where are you? Are you still on training?”  Hwangbo asked this time.
“Yes. But I think we’ll finish this early due to the rain. I miss you Buin.  I wish to see you today. Do you have schedule? “Hyunjoong inquired.
“I don’t have one but I’m planning to meet up with some friends later this afternoon. I’m just not sure if this will push thru since its still raining”. she answered.
“Oh okay. Well just in case you’re going out be sure to bundle up. It’s really cold outside. Drive carefully too. “ he added.
“I will Shillang. Be sure to eat and go home early if possible.  I’ll try to visit you soon. I love you baby” Hwangbo ended.
“I love you too, Buin. I’ll hang up now. We’re about to start with the practice.” bid her boyfriend.
After the call, Hwangbo get out of the bed. She leisurely took a bath  and ate her lunch while watching the falling rain.  She was dressing up when a thought crossed her mind.  She immediately grabbed her phone and send messages. After about ten minutes, a reply came and then she rushed out of her house.
Her message: Unnie, Im sorry but can we cancel today's meet up? I just need to do something.
Eunee: Hwangbo, you dont need to lie. I know you're just meeting your boyfriend. I'll be the one to explain to the girl.

Hwangbo: thanks Unnie. I owe you.
Eunye: Aja Hwangbo! Enjoy!


She was planning to cook for him but since she's not sure what time he's coming home, she decided to just drop by at Shimsontang and asked for some food to bring. She'll just heat it up when her boyfriend arrives.  With two bags in hand, she drive carefully towards his Shillang's apartment.


Hwangbo arrived in Hyunjoong's place at around five in the afternoon. After she dropped the bags in the kitchen, she tried calling him to check if he's already on his way home. After about five rings, her boyfriend answered the phone.


" Hey, baby, where are you?" Hyunjoong asked.

" I'm home. The girls cancelled the meet up. I will just rest and sleep early." Hwangbo answered wih a big smile on her face. Its not good lying to him but she knows he's gonna be happy with it.


" Ok, then. Just take a good rest. I'll be home in about ten minutes. I'll call you as soon as  I arrive." he replied.

" I'll wait for your call. Take care! Love you! " she said and hung up without waiting for his answer.


Hwangbo began preparing everything. She heat up the soup, prepared the side dish and ensure that everything's fine as soon as he arrived. She also changed her clothes and fix herself a bit.  She's just double checking everything when she heared her phone ring. 

" He's here" she whispered to herself and walk towards the living room. Her phone continues to ring. As soon as the door opens she answered the call and said to her very surprised boyfriend.


" Welcome home Shillang".


Hyunjoong was very surprised.  He didnt expect to see her waiting for him. He knows its been a busy week for the both of them and she really need to rest. Now, seeing her infront of him, smiling and welcoming him home took all his tiredness away. He walked towards her and envelope her in a tight embrace. She hugged him back and  give him a quick kiss on his lips.


" The food will turn cold Shillang. Im sorry I didnt have time to cook so I just bought them from Shimsontang" she shyly told him.


" But food can wait. Just give me one more kiss, please"  Hyunjoong asked while trying to pull her back towards him.


" Later, Shillang. Later. Come on, Im also starving" she answered


" More kisses? Hug?" he again asked her with a glimmer in his eyes.

" yes , yes and yes" she replied and laugh as she pushed him towards the dining hall.


The two reached the dining hall and Hyunjoong's mouth watered as he saw the food infront. He took a seat immediately and Hwangbo cant help but laughed at her boyfriend's antics. After about an hour the couple finished their dinner- in between stolen kisses and lots of  feeding and teasing each other. 
After they clean up the kitchen , the two decided to have a night cap. Hwangbo prepares hot coffe while Hyunjoong waits for her in the living room. He opens the TV and began flipping channels.
" Shillang, is it still raining outside" Hwangbo asked as she approached Hyunjoong with 2 cups of hot coffe in hand.
Hyunjoong meet her half way and took the cups from her. He placed it in the centre table and signalled his girlfriend to sit beside him. She immediately took the seat and it really comforted her how she fits perfectly at the his embrace. Hyunjoong reached for the fleece blanket on top of the sofa and draped it over them.
" Its really raining hard Buin. Are you still planning to leave tonight?" Hyunjoong asked and kissed her hair.
" I want to stay but I need to  be out early tomorrow" she replied and snuggled closer to him.
" I miss you so much, Hye Jung. I wanna be with you longer. Besides, I wont be able to sleep thinking that you're driving out there." he answered full of concern.


"Ok, let me just call Oppa so I can confirm the exact time for tomorrow's shoot.'


Hwangbo looked for her phone and try to call her manager. She tried calling him for about five times but he's not answering. She went back to the sofa and slumped down beside her boyfriend. Hyunjoong put his arms around her shoulder and just draped the quilt over them again.


" Oppa's not answering my call" she informed him with a big sigh. " I'll just call him up again tomorrow morning."


" So, are you going to sleep over ?" he asked with delight in his eyes.


" Just a little favor Shillang? " and pulled him closer to her.


" Call". he replied full of excitement even without knowing what she's gonna asked from him.


" You already said yes. Dont take it back?" and she laughed as Hyunjoong's expression suddenly change from excitement to a little unsure. He just nodded his head.


"  I just want you to drive me to the location tomorrow. That's the favor." and she smiled sweetly and kissed his cheeks.


" That's it? " He enquired. " You almost made me worried. I thought  you'd ask me for an aegyo"  and he pulled her with him.


"Are you that happy, huh, Shillang?" Hwangbo again asked.


" Very. Very happy Buin. Everything I need and want is here." Hyunjoong replied.


" Me too. I wish we can spend more times like this. Sometimes I miss you so much it feels like im going crazy" she honestly told him.


" I know how you feel, Buin. I also get frustrated with our situation but I know I have to be strong. Just remember that Im doing this all for you.  I love you baby" he answered back.


"  I love you too" and Hwangbo give him another kiss and then asked.

" So what are we going to do now".


" Nothing. Let's just stay like this, lets talk and cuddle. When were sleepy, we'll sleep like baby cats" he replied.


" They're called kittens , Hyunjoong not baby cats" Hye jung corrected him with a smile. " And dont forget you have to send me to location shoot tomorrow." she reminded him.


" A promise is a promise , Buin. Now, lets just enjoy this moment , ok?' and Hyunjoong just silenced her with a kiss.


So they stayed like that for a couple of hours. Talking about mundane things, laughing at each other's jokes and mostly just enjoying their time together.  After a while they decided to play cards but after several set, Hwangbo told Hyunjoong that she's already sleepy.  They picked up all the clutter in the living room and when everything's okay per Hwangbo's standard, the two headed to the bedroom.  Hyunjoong was so giddy and shouted " Sleepover"  to which she just replied with a laugh. And just as Hyunjoong predicted they sleep like baby cats- entangled with each other, peaceful in slumber.

The incessant ringing of Hyejung's phone woke him up. He reached for her phone so as not to wake her from deep sleep. He checked first the caller ID and when he saw that its from her manager, he immediately answered the phone. Its only around five o' clock in the morning.\

" Hello, hyung, This is Hyunjoong. Buin's still sleeping. What time would she need to be on the set." he sleepily asked.

" Ah, Hyunjoong. I just called to inform her that the shoot was cancelled. Didn't you check outside. Its still raining very hard". the manager replied and even just on the telephone Hyunjoong can sense that the manager was smiling while answering him.

"  Really, Hyung? Well good to know Hye Jung doesnt need to leave today. I will just let her sleep and rest here. Thank you for the early notice,Hyung." he again replied.

" No problem, Hyun joong.  Enjoy the rest of your day. " and the manager hung up.

Hyun Joong turn off Hyejung's phone as soon as the call ended. Since both of them don't need to go out today he turned off both their phones so they can sleep peacefully.  Before he lay down again, he checked on Hye jung. She is still oblivious to what's happening and Hyun joong can hear her even breathing. He picked up the blanket which is already on her feet and cover them both. He wrapped her arms around her, pulling her closer to him and smiled. Though its storming outside, he felt so warm inside. He's really happy that he can spend this day with her. Just the two of them. And before he closed his eyes he whispered in her ear


" Dream of me, Buin. I love you". and he went back to sleep with a smile.