Fever

This fic stayed in my lappie for how many days since I can't seem to finish it. But today since internet was totally prohibited at work I motivated myself to get this done and post it on my 1st year joongbo anniversary..So here it is..

Never know how much I love you

Never know how much I care

When you put your arms around me

I get a fever that's so hard to bear

Hyun joong was surprised when the music greeted him as he entered their room. The lights were dim and he can smell roses. He was about to call his wife when an arm snaked around him...

You give me fever (fever)

When you kiss me and fever when you hold me tight (fever)

You give me fever

In the mornin and fever all through the night

Hyejung whispered the lyrics of the song on her husband’s ears.  She started her sexy dance while Hyunjoong was stunned watching her. After about a minute, Hyun joong grabbed the remote and stopped the music.

“Yah, Buin ! What the hell are you doin?” he yells.

Hye Jung stopped her dance and looked at Hyunjoong with disaapointment.

“ Shillang, don’t you like my sexy dance? Don’t you find me sexy anymore? Hyejung answered as she gets near Hyun joong.

“ Buin,  look at you. You’re five months pregnant. You look like a whale now. It’s not sexy. It’s a total turn off” Hyun joong answered in total disbelief.

Hwangbo was so shocked and Hyunjoong’s last words were echoing in her head….

“It’s a total turn off... You look like a whale…“It’s a total turn off... You look like a whale…

 Blag!  Hyun joong was awaken from his deep slumber and he found himself kissing the bedroom floor.

“ Huh! What am I doing here?  I fell from the bed? Hyunjoong asked himself and he tried standing up.  He was surprised to see his wife sitting in the middle of the bed and glaring at him.

“ Buin, I fell from the bed. Did I wake you up? Hyunjoong asked shyly.

Hwangbo didn’t answered and just continued glaring at him.

“ Buin. Buin. Come on. You’re scaring me. Hyunjoong prodded his wife as he sat beside her on the bed.

“You said I look like a whale. You said I’m turning you off. Hwangbo answered with gritted teeth and without looking at Hyunjoong.

“ wha--- what? When did I say that?” he answered in confusion.

“ I prepared a dance for you. I was on my sexiest lingerie, I decorated the room and all I heard was that”. She answered back.

Hyunjoong tried racking his brain to remember that specific incident but really can’t.   Looking at his wife he innocently asked.

“Did you kick me off the bed?”

“I did. I never thought you can say that to me Shillang”.  Hwangbo answered.

“ Buin, I really can’t remember that. Maybe you were just dreaming. See, you’re wearing my favorite shirt and not a sexy lingerie.

Hwangbo looked at her sleepwear and nodded her head when she saw that she was indeed wearing her husband’s shirt.

“Remember, we attended a charity concert earlier this evening. We were there together the whole time and we went home after.”

“ But, shillang it seems so real” Hwangbo replied.

“ Aishh.. My buin. I t was just a bad dream. Just stay there while I’ll get you something, ok” and he left the bedroom.

When Hyunjoong returned Hwangbo was still sitting in the middle of the bed. She was running her hand on her tummy while humming a song.  He sat beside her and offered the tray of food he’s bringing. Hyunjoong peeled a banana and offered it to his wife as well as a glass of milk.

“Shillang, will it really turn you off if my tummy gets so big?” Hwangbo asked. “What if I gain so much weight and will be as big as a baby whale? Will you leave me Shillang?

Hyunjoong only shook his head and smiled. He never imagined that Hwangbo can be insecure. He has never seen this side of her.

“Shillang, what if my nose will all be swollen, my butt all over the place? Shillang, what if I will not get my figure back after giving birth? What if I won’t be as sexy anymore? “She again asked.

Hyunjoong just stood up, picked the lotion on the bedside table and sat beside his wife. He reached for her legs and began messaging her ankles. This has been a nightly ritual for the couple especially when Hwangbo reached her 4^th month. Hwangbo scoot back so so she can rest her back on the headboard.  The massage is so relaxing that she was just about to fell asleep when Hyun joong spoke in a very soft voice.

“ Buin,  I married you not because you are sexy or just because you are beautiful. I married you because I love you.   I dont think its possible but I think Im more inlove with you now that we are going to have our child.  I'am going to be here for you in every step. I will be here thru every morning sickness, every doctor’s appointed, and even give in to your weird cravings. I love seeing how you changed now that you’re carrying our baby.  Buin, please know that Iam here for you and that you will always be the most beautiful woman for me. Don’t doubt that."

“Shillang, mian. I guess this is just due to hormones. That was just a bad dream. I trust you and love you so much...” Hwangbo replied.

“Come on buin, lie down now. You’re about to fall asleep. “Hyun joong said.

“Thanks Shillang. Good night.I love you”

“I love you too my lovely baby whale”Hyun joong replied which just made Hwangbo chuckled

Before and after

This is another fic written coz Im bored.  May not make any sense (just likeme) but I posted anyway... Open for any comments and suggestions..

Before you I was living a typical idol life. I love hanging out with my friends and living a carefree life. I would stay out late, frequenting clubs and have drinking sessions with the boys. Night life was always our reliever every time we have breaks.

Before you, I was sleeping God. I would always wake up late. No one can beat me in sleeping all day. If sleeping for 48 hours is allowed I sure can stay that long. Besides, hanging out with my friends, sleeping is my hobby.

Before you, I work hard to buy things I want. I would splurge on fancy, un important things. I would buy the latest gadgets on the market. I would buy expensive shoes, clothes and bags. It was like name it and I have it. I was living quite a flashy life.

Before you, relationships were not so important. I love to check out cute girls, would date them for sometime but never commit. For me relationship will only complicate things. My groupbands and family were all I have. I love being in the company of women but I love going home alone. Single and free.

Then I met you. I never thought that I can change so much. I was scared to entertain the thought that my once comfortable life was not so good at all. You have been a welcome complication.

After you, gone are the days of staying out late and long drinking sessions with the boys.  Instead I find myself looking forward to spending every minute with you. I’d rather stay in your place, play with your dogs, watch movie, or just simply chat with you.

After you, I ‘am still a sleeping God. However, this God is already owned by a Goddess whom when she summon will woke up even in deep slumber. Besides who would want to sleep if a Goddess  is waiting for you? Who would want to sleep when reality is better than your dreams?

After you, I work harder. I work harder to save for our future. I only buy things which are important.  I am not only thinking, planning life for myself but for the two of us and our would be family.  You are my inspiration and I want you to be proud of me.

After you, my life was not mine alone anymore. I ‘am now a part of the equation called “US”.  Whenever I went out and girls would approach me, all I can think of is how you will feel. I know you trust me but I’d rather not have them misunderstood anything.  What I have with you is something I never imagined. What I used to think as complication was actually the one thing that will put my life in perspective. I can never imagine spending forever with no one but you.

You are my now and my future Hye Jung. Two days from now, we will make a vow to be man and wife. I am looking forward to spending my whole life with you. I may not say this often but I would like to thank you for coming into my life.  I must have done something good in my past to deserve you.  I will show you everyday how I treasure you and love you.  I’am happy to be the man that you choose. I love you.

His Hands

Just this morning, somebody asked me what I love the most in you. I was a little bit speechless for a while. I can’t seem to find the specific answer to his questions but all of a sudden I blurted an answer which I for myself was surprised. I simply answered- your hands.

I could actually say a lot of things. I can say I like your pretty face. I have to be honest, I was smitten and I thanked God for sending a very beautiful partner for me in that reality shows. Or maybe I can tell them, I love your body- let me correct that one. I love your gorgeous HOT body. I adore your nice abs, broad shoulders, nice abs, and muscles and did I say nice abs? You get my drift? You are simply flaming HOT. I can also tell them that I love your voice. Hearing your soothing voice lulled me to sleep most of the time and made me dream of beatiful things

But why did I choose your hands? Simply because it was those wonderful hands which tried to catch fish for me during the honeymoon. It was your hands which created the first gift I received from you- the peanut snack necklace. It was your hands, which folded the first declaration of your love for me- the 1000 paper cranes and the serenade under the peach tree which I will never forget. And it’s the same hands which plucked the star in the sky as a last present before our fake marriage ended.

Your hands are my sense of comfort. When we decided to continue our relationship in secret, every time I feel like giving up, all you need to do is gently squeeze my hand and I will be alright. Every time I feel you gently touching my face before we sleep I can truly feel your love. Every time you see me sad, you would simply took both my hand in yours and tell me you love me. It never fails to lighten up my mood and give me a sense of peace.

When we decided to face the whole world and declare our love, your hands became my source of protection. The reporters were all around us, trying to get in between us but you keep on holding my hand- never letting me go. Before the conference ended, you knelt down, took my hand and offer me marriage.

After 2 years, it’s still your hands which keep me going on. I will always remember the feel of your hands running on my back trying to ease out the discomfort of morning sickness. Remember when you accidentally cut your fingers while preparing the Toppoki I asked you to cook in the middle of the night. You did that just to please your hormonal pregnant wife. And I tried hard not to laugh when I realized that I almost broke your fingers because I was holding to your hands so tight when I was giving birth.


Now I still can’t help but be in awe every time I wake up in the morning, seeing you holding our beautiful baby boy in your arms. Seeing how he quiets down every time you would run your hand in his small back and put him back to sleep. I know he can sense your love every time you touch him just like what I’ve always felt.

And if people will ask me again what I love most in you, I will definitely say, your hands. They are my source of strength and peace. With your hands, words are not needed to convey how much you love and protect our family. I know that whatever happens, all i need is to reach out to you and I will always have my own piece of heaven.

Of remote controls and chocolates

this fic was inspired by a friend of mine who went on a similar fight with his boyfriend..

Dedicated also to Bebelab.. your chocolate fic.. i hope you'll like it..

 Of remote controls and chocolates


It was one of those rare occasions when Hyunjoong and Hwangbo got into a fight. They were vacationing together in a secret place, not even their managers were aware of the exact location. What started everything was their fight over the remote control.

Hwangbo and Hyunjoong just finished breakfast in the hotel. Not wanting to be found out, they went up immediately to their room after eating. Since both have nothing to do, they just decided to watch TV. Flipping channels, searching something to watch, Hyun joong asked Hwangbo to stop at the channel showing “Plan 9 from the outer Space” and said that he’d like to watch that movie. She just looked at him then again switch channel. She just stopped at the channel showing “My Sassy Girl”. Hyun joong was irritated so he grabbed the remote from his girlfriend and tuned it to the channel he’d like to watch. Hwangbo asked him to return it to the movie she’s watching but he wouldn’t budge. She was so pissed off so she stood, turns off the TV and went to their room. Hyunjoong was a little stunned but he just stood up, turn on the TV and resume watching.

Hwangbo stayed in their room for about 30 minutes to let her irritation passed. She doesn’t want to ruin their vacation by getting into a fight with him. Ready to face him and just let everything passed, her blood boils up again when he saw Hyunjoong still watching that nonsense film with a big bar of chocolate in hand – HER chocolate bars – one of his Christmas gift.

“Hyun joong, why are you eating MY chocolates?” she asked why controlling her voice.

“Buin, we didn’t have snacks left in the fridge so I just took this. Wei? Why are you angry?” he answered while munching on the bar.

“You have the nerve to ask me why I’m angry. First of all, I want to watch a movie but you switch it to that stupid movie. Who will endure watching that? It is so old and so impossible.” She said in a very annoyed voice. She took a deep breath to calm herself and continued while she got Hyun joong’s full attention.

“Now, I found you eating your Christmas gift for me. Shillang, that’s mine. It’s your gift and you’re not supposed to eat that”.

“Buin, you are so silly. I can buy you lots of chocolate if you want. I’m just hungry so I ate this”. Hyunjoong answered in a matter of fact tone.

“Hyun joong, do you really love me, I mean do you really care about how I feel?’ she asked again.

“Why do you have asked that now?” Hyun joong replied also starting to get annoyed.

“Now, you can’t answer me directly.” She paused for a while and said in exasperation.

“Hyun joong, let’s just break up.”

“What? You are ending our relationship because of that stupid remote and chocolates? Hyun joong exclaimed in total disbelief. “What is wrong with you, Buin? I mean I can’t understand you now. This is supposed to be a happy vacation, why do you have to be so childish”. He answered in frustration


“It’s not only because of chocolates Hyun joong. I’m so tired of trying to understand you,being insensitive to what I feel. I’m so tired of trying to be the mature one in this relationship. I can also be childish, Shillang and I think I’ am now. We can go home now and if people ask why we broke up, tell them because I’m childish.” Hwangbo answered with finality and went back to their room. Hyun joong was left in the living room still dazed with what happened.

Hwangbo cried her heart out in their room. She began packing her things so she can go home but fell asleep due to heavy heart and exhaustion. She was deep in slumber when she felt a hand touching her cheek and heard a voice whispering something. She tried hard to not let him notice that she’s already awake but she was listening to him intently.

“I’m so sorry, Buin. I know I can be a jerk sometime- well most of the time but I really didn’t intend to neglect or hurt your feelings. I love you and I’m so sorry for hurting you.”

Hwangbo opened her eyes when Hyunjoong left her room. She cried more after hearing that he’s also hurting. She felt his tear fell down her hands when he was talking to her. She decided to just stay there and not leave yet.

It was already late afternoon when Hwangbo decided to went out of their room. She’s already hungry and wants to eat. She was surprise not to see Hyunjoong in the room but still went down to eat, thinking that he’s also just trying to cool off. When she went back after eating and Hyun joong was still not in their room, she decided to look for him in the hotel. She asked around and was advised that they saw him left before lunch. She already started getting nervous so she went back in their room and tried calling him but his phone was unattended.

Hwangbo waited for him patiently in their hotel room. It was already getting late but he’s not yet back. She is already so worried that something bad might have happened to him or that he really broke up with her. Tear started running down her face when her phone rang.

“ Buin, I know that you’re still angry with me, but can you just come down here at the hotel’s restaurant for dinner.” Hyun joong asked to which she simply said yes.

When she arrived, dinner was already prepared. A note was placed on top and it simply said

“I know you still don’t want to see me. Enjoy dinner. I don’t want you to get sick”

Hwangbo’s tears fell again and although she wants to be with Hyunjoong, she just ate dinner and went back to their room after.

She opened their hotel room heavy hearted thinking that she’ll be alone. Hwangbo was surprise when she saw her Shillang sitting in the couch head down. He raised his head as she approached and said.

“Buin, I tried but I can’t stay away from you. I’m so sorry for hurting you. I love you and I will try to be a better boyfriend for you”.

Hwangbo sat down beside him, took his hand and said

“Shillang, I’ am also sorry for saying things that might have hurt you. I know acted irrationally too. I love you and I don’t want you to leave me. I was so worried when you were gone for so long”. She hugged him to let him know that everything’s okay now.

“Buin, I have something for you. A peace offering” Hyun joong said shyly and handed her something.

“ Ahhh. My shillang. I don’t need chocolates or any thing. I’m just so glad that were good again. “Hwangbo uttered.

“But, can you try them first. I went to the chocolate store and requested them for you”.

Hwangbo opened the chocolates and was so touched when she saw that embossed on each chocolate were “I’m sorry Buin. I love you”. She began eating one when she suddenly stopped and looked at Hyunjoong. He asked her what’s the matter but she simply said while munching on the bar.

“I want Hyun joong flavored chocolates” and she kissed him deeply sharin the chocolates on her mouth.

After the breath taking kiss, both of them were grinning from ear to ear. Hwangbo stood up and get 2 glasses of water. She drink her water and looked again and Hyun joong.

“Do you like the chocolates Buin?” Hyun joong asked in sleazy tone.

“Oh, I sure love it Shillang.. But I’m craving for something” she replied.

“Tell me, Buin. I’ll buy it for you.” Hyun joong prodded.

Hwangbo inched closer to him and in her very husky voice said

“I want my Hyunjoong. Pure and unadulterated”. And again kissed him with steaming passion.

12 Days of Christmas…(epilogue)

Epilogue

It’s been a year after the memorable 12 days of Christmas prepared by Hyun Joong to get back her one and only Buin. It was Dec26 of 2010 when the news that the fake couple in We got married way back 2008 is now a real life couple. The first few months were pure struggle. A lot of Hyun joong fans were against the relationship since they thought that Hwangbo was not worthy of their idol. Some even send messages and threats so she’ll back down and end their relationship. Through all of these the couple stays strong. Both were determined to make things work out and paid no attention to all critism. At one point, Hyun joong even called a press conference to clear things up. He even declared that if people will continue saying bad things about her girlfriend there’s no other way but to quit the entertainment industry. Hwangbo also said the same things, saying she’s not afraid of ending her career as long as she’ll have her shillang by her side. A lot found that so brave and only proved that nothing can stand in between this couple. From then on, the negative feedback against them lessens and the fandom for this couple grew bigger.


Dec 25, 2011, Hwangbo just arrived from a location shoot in Jeju Island. She was there for 3 days and was so happy to be back in time for her and Hyun joong’s anniversary. Bag in tow, she opened her door and find it strange cause the door was not locked. She thought maybe her Mom is in and preparing dinner for her so he came in.

“Mom, I’m back. Mom!” she called when no one answered.

She looked around and found no one. She decided to just go to her room and rest for a while before the planned dinner with Hyun joong. She opened her room and almost tripped when she saw something. In the center of her room was a big, big box. She thought maybe her Mom bought something for her for Christmas so she better check it. Hwangbo began lifting the top part of the box when all of a sudden music filled the room.

She jumped back and was so startled when she saw her boyfriend stood up from the closed box and begin moving his hips with the music. She opened the lights to see him better and laughed out loud when she saw what he was wearing.

A bow tie and a star patterned boxers and nothing else.
She tried hard to contain her laughter but in the end she cannot help but roll on the floor laughing her heart out.

Hyun joong was so annoyed with her girlfriend so he stopped the music with the remote control he kept inside the box and stepped out.

“Yah, what’s so funny? Buin, buin! Can you stop laughing for a minute?” He yelled in total frustration. “Buin!” he yelled at her again.

Hwangbo trying to compose herself wasn’t able to utter any single coherent word. He saw that now, Hyun Joong is totally pissed off so she tried to pacify him by hugging him. She again rolled out laughing when she almost slipped when she hugged him.

“Buin, can you tell me what’s really funny?” Hyun joong questioned in a very serious voice.

“Shillang, shillang, I’m so sorry.” Hwangbo tried to answer “But what are you doing in there? How’d you get in that box and why do you have to put oil in our body?” she added.

“Buin, don’t you watched movies? It was supposed to be a sexy dance prepared for you. You shouldn’t have laughed” and he began sulking in a corner.

Hwangbo just smiled at her boyfriend. She walked towards him and explained.

“Shillang, no need for you to do that sexy dance. You are sexy enough even if your just sitting there looking at me. Don’t you know I like you just as you are?”

“But I want you to see me as a man. I prepared this as a surprise for our anniversary.” Hyun joong answered with a pout.

“Shillang, look at me.” Hwangbo asked his still sulking boyfriend. “I already know your man enough. No need to prove that anymore. You made me see you and believe in you since last year. When you started sending me gifts, when you stood up to those people against us, you already made me fall for you more. No need to do these stuffs.” And she gives her boyfriend a kiss.

“Buin, I love you. I would do anything just to keep you hapy. And by the way, to answer your question earlier, your Omma let me in. She helped me prepare this all for you.

“ Omo! You mean she saw you in ….that ..?” Hwangbo in shocked asked.

“Aissh, Buin! Of course not. Do you think she’ll allow me here if she knows my plan? I said I will be dressed in tux that’s why I have a bowtie.” Hyunjoong explained.

“Ok, good! Now, can you get out of that .. thing so we can have our dinner. And Shillang be sure to remove all those oils or I’ll slip every time I hug you” Hwangbo shooed him to the bathroom still laughing.

“My buin, admit it! You’re just too tempted to have your ways with me if I’m in this outfit.” He replied and steals a quick kiss before going to the bathroom.


After Hyunjoong had his bath and already dressed comfortably, he asked Hwangbo to freshen up so they can have their dinner. He already prepared everything so they can have a nice anniversary celebration. What he was not prepared for was the sight of her girlfriend coming out of her room in very sexy black lingerie…

“ Pay back time Shillang” Hwangbo huskily uttered.

“Ahhh... Buin. Co…come on let’s have dinner.” Hyun joong stuttered while staring at her girlfriend.

“Shillang, you’re drooling.” She even joked at her boyfriend and they began to eat.

Dinner was about to end when Hyun joong turned on the radio. He played his and Hwangbo’s favorite song and asked her to dance. She accepted and they swayed with the music- feeling every melody and words. When the song finished, Hyun joong suddenly get down on his knees.

“Hwangbo Hye Jung, you know I’m not a traditional guy but I’ll do this for you. “He paused for a while searching for his trembling voice.

“Will you marry me and start Kim soccer team with me” Hyun joong asked shaking with nervousness and presents a beautiful solitaire ring.

“ Yes shillang.. With all my heart.” Hwangbo exclaimed and hugged him so tight.

Hyunjoong slipped the ring on her finger and kissed her. It was already getting way too intense when Hyun joong suddenly blurted out

“Buin, come on, let’s put this sexy lingerie to good use…Kim soccer team on its way!!”


Hwangbo again laughing her heart out replied

“Only if you put back that bow tie and star patterned boxers Shillang” and she runs towards her room.


I will leave it all up to your imagination on what happens next..

12 Days of Christmas…(last part)

     Hwangbo and her Mom enjoyed the whole day together preparing for Christmas dinner. Hwangbo was still in cloud nine with the gifts she received. She just displayed it first in her room. When her Dad woke up, she told him about Hyun joong and although he just kept quiet, Hye jung knows that he’s not against him. He just advised her to be careful and if Hyun joong hurts her to let him know so he can get back to him.

Her brother arrived late in the afternoon. Hye Jung was so happy to be with her whole family on this special day. He also told his brother about Hyunjoong and his brother just shrugged it off. If he makes her happy then she should be with him he simply said. The family enjoyed their Christmas dinner, watched Christmas movies and waited for Christmas day.

Dec25... on the 12th day of Christmas my true love gave to me…

When the clock strikes 12 midnight- exactly Christmas day the door bell rings. The whole family was so surprised because they are not expecting company. Besides, it’s Christmas so most people will be be with their own family. Hye Jung‘s Mom asked her to open the door..

“I’m coming!! “ She shouts as she run towards the door.

She gets the biggest surprise of her life when she opened and saw the person behind the door. It was none other than- Hyun Joong.

“Shilll.. Hyun... joong?” she stuttered.

“Merry Christmas Buin.” Hyun joong greeted her with a smile.

“Why are you here? Shouldn’t you be with your family? She nervously asked.


“Buin, why are you asking such thing? Isn’t it obvious? I want to be with you.” Hyun joong answered with an amused expression.


“But ...Why? “ Hwangbo again inquired.

“Buin, here’s the 12th gift. Merry Christmas” and Hyun joong handed her a big box.

HyeJung’s Mom went out to check on her since its taking her too long to come back. When she saw that her daughter was talking to someone at the door she went to her and was smiled when she saw the other person.

“Baby, why don’t you let him come in first? It’s cold outside.” Her mom advised.

Hwangbo was startled when she heard her mom and she asked Hyun Joong to come in. Hyun Joong bowed to her Mom and she just smiled back at him and left the two.

“ Buin, read the card and open the gift please” Hyun joong asked her in a very small voice.

Hwangbo took the card and read it. Hyun joong was smiling shyly as he looks at her Buin’s expression.


“I always want to give this to you. I know you’re not ready yet but I’m willing to wait. Please believe that what I’m saying is true. I’m always thinking of you”.
Hwangbo stared at Hyun joong and she didn’t noticed that he took the box and already opened it. He presented the gift to the stunned woman…

12 rings

“I love you Hye Jung. I do. I always want to be with you and show you everyday how much I treasure you. I may not be worthy to receive your love but I will try my very best to make you happy always.” Hyun joong declared with full emotions.

Hwangbo, so overwhelmed with her feelings wasn’t able to answer and instead just walked towards him. When she was already standing in front of him, she gave him a big smile and just kissed him. Hyun joong wasn’t able to react immediately but just smiled. When he was about to deepen the kiss, he heard three different coughing.

Hwangbo heard that too and jumped back with a very red face. Hyun joong took her hand and bow to her father, brother and mother. Her father was glaring at Hyunjoong and Hwangbo was scared for a while and almost got heart attack when he suddenly speak.

“Young man, come join our family’s meal”. Hye Jung, come on the food’s getting cold”.

Hyun joong just nodded his head and again bowed down. Hye Jung, lead him to the dining room and the whole family shared the Christmas meal.

After the meal, Hwangbo’ parents left them in the living room. Before his brother went to his room , he whisprered something to Hyun joong. Now the two are sitting in the couch talking.

“Hyun joong, what did my brother told you” Hwangbo asked.

“He said he’s going to kill me if I hurt you”. He non chalantly answered.

“ Yah! aren’t you scared of him.” She again asked.

“Why should I? I don’t have any plans of hurting you. I’ll hurt myself more if I see you cry”. Hyun joong said as he took her hand.

“By the way Buin, can you just call me Shillang again?” He added.

“Wei? Have I already accepted your feelings? “Hwangbo answered with a sly smile.

“Well, your actions showed me what you really want to say. Don’t deny it now. “Hyun Joong answered with full of conviction.

“ha ha ha ha .. Your expression is priceless Shillang."

“Stop laughing Buin. This is not a joke. You are my woman now and I’m going to start spreading the new tomorrow”. Hyun joong stated.

“Then by all means, go ahead Shillang. That will drive away all those young girls adoring you. I will tell them about the 12 gifts you gave me”. Hwangbo said daring her boyfriend.

“They will fall for me more Buin, more threat for you. If I were you, I will just keep the story of the 12 days of Christmas to yourself and to our future kids” he playfully answered.

“Ok, ok. I’ll just keep it between us. But, can you tell me why you have to give me 12 rings?” she asked again.

“You have to wear one ring per month. Your Shillang is an idol so I can shower you with a lot of gifts right. I’m a Hallyu star now. “Hyunjoong boast.

“ Good answer Shillang. Its early morning now. Aren’t you going home yet?” Hwang bo asked with a little yawn.

“Can we stay like this Buin? I will not do anything dirty. Let’s just sleep like this” Hyun joong pleaded.

“ Ok. Just for now Shillang. But im sure to get back aches tomorrow” she whined.

“ I’ll give you good massage tomorrow, promise.” Hyun joong replied as he tries to get comfortable in the couch.

“You promise massage ok.” And Hwangbo lay beside him.

That’s a promise. Merry Christmas Buin. I love you.” Hyun joong whispered before closing his eyes.

“I love you too. Thank you for making this a memorable Christmas Shillang” she whispered back and she snuggled towards him.

That’s how Hwangbo’ parents and brothers found them. Hyun joong’s hand were draped protectively over Hyejung . They were sleeping peacefully and dead to the world. Both smiling even in sleep.

the end...

12 Days of Christmas…(11th day)

Hwangbo was able to go home by 3pm after the shoot for Infinity girls. She needs to prepare food to bring home to her Mom. She needs to be there tomorrow morning to help her for Christmas dinner. She arrived by 4pm, took a bath and prepares the food for tomorrow. She was in bed by 8pm and on the road to her Mom’s place by dawn…

Dec24... On the 11th day of Christmas my true love gave to me…

Hwangbo arrived at her Mom’s place by 6am. Her Mom was already waiting for her so when she rang the bell, it opened immediately and she was welcome by a very warm hug.

“Good morning, baby. Tired from driving?” Mrs Hwangbo asked.

“It’s ok Mom. It’s just so chilly outside. Hye Jung replied.

“Ok then, come on in. I’ll prepare you hot choco. Change your clothes and go directly to the kitchen for breakfast." Her mom instructed.

Hwangbo did as asked. She went to her old room and run a bath. She changed to a more comfortable clothes and was already munching on a donut and sipping hot Chocó her Mom prepared. The door bell rang and her Mom asked her to open the door. She looked at the clock and when she saw that it’s 7am, she said out loud.

“No, it can’t be. How will he know that I’m here?”

She opened the door with a smile and was so surprised that it’s the same delivery man.

“Good morning Mister. It’s you again. I really can’t believe you find me here”. She said in total disbelief.

“Your man just sends us instruction where to deliver the gifts. I am the only one allowed to deliver this to you and he wants it delivered exactly at 7am. Maybe he’s the jealous type. “The man confessed as he hands the box.

“Thank you mister. Enjoy the holidays with your family”. Hwangbo said as the man left.

Hwangbo went back to the kitchen with the box in hand. Her Mom noticed the package and asked where it’s from. She’s having second thoughts if she would tell her but in the end she decided to be honest.

“Mom, it’s from Hyunjoong. Do you remember him?” she asked shyly.

“Jungie, of course. How can I forget him? He’s the only man who made you feel so happy after that stupid boyfriend you had for 8 years. So, is he courting you now?” her mom inquired mischievously.


“I think he is. I mean he’s been sending me gifts. This is the 11th one actually. And when I called him, he said he wants me to be his girl”. Hwangbo cannot help but giggle as she said this to her mother.

“You know, Jungie, when he was partnered with you in that show, I was able to sense that he likes you. It was so unbelievable that he didn’t pursue you after your fake marriage. I’m so glad that he’s back and more determined this time. “

“Mom, do you think we can make it. I mean will it only complicate a lot of things?”

“Baby, who said love is simple? Even the most compatible couple encounters problem. It’s just that you both have to make things work out. If you love him then fight for it.” Her mom explained.

“Thank you, Mom. At least I know you’ll support me on this. Right mom?” Hye Jung again asked.

“I will support whatever or whoever makes my daughter my happy. I love you just in case you forgot” her mom said full of love. “Now, go ahead and open that package. I’m dying to see what’s inside”.

Hwangbo smiled and hug her Mom. She took the note first and then opens the box. Her eyes rounded as she saw the gift.

11 watches

She read the card as her Mom in total surprise inspected the watches.


“For all the times, I’ve been away; know that my thoughts were always of you and how I want to spend every minute with you. I’m always counting the days and hours when I'm alone. It seems like forever. I ‘m anticipating the day when I can see you again. I’m always thinking of you…


“ Omo, Hye Jung, this must cost a lot. “ her mom exclaimed but stopped when she saw the expression on her daughter’s face. Her eyes were glistening due to unshed tears. Her mom just hugged her and simply whispers “He loves you baby and I know you love him too. I’m very happy for you”.

12 Days of Christmas…(10th day)

   Hwangbo was happy throughout the day. She’s like a high school girl who for the first time was noticed by her crush. She brought one of the shirts for Boram to see. During one of their breaks; Hwangbo pulled Boram in a corner and showed her the shirt. Her friend shared her happiness and said.

“Unnie, you are so lucky! I never knew Hyun joong can be this sweet.”

“I’m also shocked to receive gifts like this from him. And the notes are so heart warming”. Hwangbo replied.

“Unnie, you shouldn’t let him go this time. I know, and I can feel he’s so serious with you... Ahhh… Unnie, I’m so happy for you. “Boram uttered with pure delight.

“I’m not planning to girlfriend... Fans may curse or hate me but as long as Hyun joong wants me then I’ll be there for him. I will try to meet him after this holiday to talk things over”. She said with determination...

“Aja, Unnie!” Boram whispered to Hwangbo as the PD called them over to resume shooting.

December 23, on the 10th day of Christmas of true love gave to me…

 Hwangbo was not tired even if the shoot was taking forever. She was on a natural high. They started afternoon yesterday but due to some technical problem, shoot will not be over until this afternoon. She was trying to grab breakfast when one of the coordi called her.

“Hwangbo, someone’s looking for you.” The coordi shouted.

“Thanks! I’ll go there now.” She replied running towards the waiting area with a sandwich in hand. It’s already 7am.

She was not surprised anymore to see the delivery man. She tried looking for a package but she can’t see any.

“Good morning Mister. Did you have breakfast already?” she greeted the delivery man. “Here, take this sandwich. You must have traveled early because this location shoot is a little bit far”. Hwangbo said as she offered the sandwich to the delivery man.

“Thank you Ms Hwangbo. No wonder this guys is so in love with you. Here, just received this envelope so you can also have your breakfast” the man replied

“Thank you, mister. Be careful on your way”. She said and bid goodbye.


She went to the make up room to check what the big envelope contains. She was so glad that she’s alone when she opened the card or people might think of her as crazy. She was laughing while crying. The envelope contains…



10 Certificate of donation to orphanages all under her name

“You are one beautiful soul. You made me realize the meaning of life by sharing yourself to others. You gave this Tin Man what he’s been searching for so long- a Heart... I’m always thinking of you...

Hwangbo tried to calm her beating heart. She wiped her tears and smiled. She now knows that this Christmas will be very special- not only to her but for a lot of kids. In return she hopes to share this happiness to one special guy. He just needs to wait.

12 Days of Christmas…(9th day)

previously:

Hyun Joong was preparing his breakfast in his apartment when he heard his phone. The message was from “Buin” – a name he never dare delete nor change in his contact list. Although the message was just so simple- actually it was just a mere thank you, it was enough to make him giddy and elated the whole day.

Hwangbo on the other hand was also so charmed and on high the whole day. More than the flowers it was Hyun joong’s words which touched her heart. She’s still not so used to this side of her ex-shillang but she decided to enjoy the special attention she’s been receiving.


Dec22- on the 9th day of Christmas my true love gave to me...


Hwangbo was already wide awake early in the morning. She had a nice dream last night. She dreamed that Hyun joong will personally deliver the gifts today. She was rolling in her bed, trying to deny the fact that she’s anticipating the gifts prepared for her when the door bell rang. She quickly grabbed her robe and with a bright smile opened the door.

“Good morning Shill... Mister”. She greeted the delivery man with a little bit of disappointment.

“Good morning Ms Hwangbo. Here’s another package for you. Did he not send you one yesterday? The delivery man inquired.

“He did. He gave me 8 bouquets of flowers”. Hwangbo shyly answered.

“Ah.. Well, hope you enjoy this one” and the delivery man left after that.

Hwangbo need not to rush because her schedule is still in the afternoon. She went back into her room and tried opening the package. She decided to read the note first and again, can’t help but cry with what’s written.

“I will wear them for you anytime. I can’t wait for the day that I can be called your better half. I’m always thinking of you”
She opened the package and she can’t help but laughed this time with what she sees in the box


9 couple shirts

Hwangbo inspected the shirts. She saw a Mickey and Minnie mouse couple shirt, identical Winnie the pooh shirt and Shrek and Fiona couple shirt.

She also found 3 statement couple shirts that she like. One was: Mr and Mrs; the other one was Taken by him; taken by her and the other one I like him, I like her shirt.


The seventh shirt made her laughed. On the shirt was “Don’t stare at me, my boyfriend wont like it and don’t stare at me my girlfriend wont like it. Hwangbo nodded her head and simply said “Crazy Hyunjoong”.

Hwangbo then checked the last 2 couple shirts and was so moved with what’s written on it. The first pair was He’s my life, She’s my life shirt and the 2nd one was He’s my future, She’s my future couple shirt.

Picking up the shirts scattered on her bed, she put them back on the box and kept it with the rest of the other gift.

“ Three more days Shillang. I wonder what your plan is.” Hwangbo uttered while staring at the big WGM wedding picture she kept hidden in her closet.

12 Days of Christmas…(8th day)

    Hwangbo arrived at the location shoot for Infinity Girls. After what happened with her and Hyun joong the other day and the gift she received this morning, she tried hard not to show her anxiety. During breaks she’ll stay in one corner and just tried to think things over. Song Euni noticed her indifference with the group so when they went for a short break; Euni grabbed her in the corner and talk to her.

“Hwangbo, what’s the matter with you? Do you have a problem? Eunni asked her in a low voice so others won’t notice them much.

“ Unnie, its Hyun joong. He wants to court me. He’s been sending me gifts for the past 7 days” she replied.

“Do you still like him?” her friend asked again. She simply nodded her head.

“Then, be with him. It’s simple” Euni stated.

“What about his fans, his career? It’s not that not simple” Hwangbo explained.

“Hwangbo is it really about him or you’re just scared for your own sake? Are you thinking about your career? Scared of what his fans can do to you? “Euni asked again.

“Unnie, it’s never about me. It’s always him I’m thinking of. If it’s just me, then we should have taken things further before. I was so hurt when I rejected him but I can sacrifice for him.” She replied in desperation.

“Then he’s taking things his way now. Give him a chance. Love is not all sacrifice. Sometimes we have to be firm and stand up for what feel. “Eunnie ended.

“I’ll leave you for now, think it over” her friend left and went with the rest of the other girls to give her space.


Dec 21, on the 8th day of Christmas my true love gave to me…

Hwangbo, still sleepy woke up at 7am again due to the door bell ringing. Although still troubled with the thoughts about Hyunjoong, she was able to push it at the back of her mind for the rest of the day and enjoy the taping of Infinity girls. The talk she had with Eunni helped her to relax a little.

Grabbing her robe and trying to fix herself while opening the door, she was surprise to see a different delivery man this time.

“Good morning. Are you Ms Hwangbo Hye Jung? “The delivery man asked.

Hwangbo nodded. The man handed her an envelope and asked her to sign the papers. She was expecting to receive a simple box but was so surprise when she saw that several guys were waiting behind the delivery man. She was asked to step back and asked her where they can put the package. She advised them to just put in the living room. One by one the delivery man came in. She was stunned for a moment and only moved when the deliverymen left. She opened the envelope and for the 2nd time cried with what’s written on it.

“You are no ordinary girl, Hwangbo Hye Jung. Some people may call you “The General " but you are all woman to me. I adore your grace and beauty. I’m always thinking of you”

Hwangbo went to where the gifts were placed. She received on the 8th day…

8 bouquets of different flowers

She began looking at each bouquet. Each one of them has card attached.

The first one is a bouquet of Hibiscus and the note simply says
“You are one delicate beauty I‘am more than willing to take care of”

2nd bouquet: azaleas
“Take care of yourself for me.”3rd bouquet is of Zinnias (magenta colored)“My affection for you is everlasting”

4th bouquet: Red Carnations“My heart aches for you. I miss you”

5th bouquet: Lavenders
“I’m devoted to you”

6th bouquet: Red Tulips
“Believe in me”

7th bouquet: White roses
“My love is eternal”

8th bouquet: white violets
“Let's take a chance on happiness”

Hwangbo smiled and looked at all the flowers. She can’t help but smile at the thought of Hyunjoong preparing all of these for her. She’s still unsure of her feelings but she decided to just be thankful of the things her ex-Shillang is giving her. Anyway, it’s not every day that a girl will receive such treatment. She went into her room, grabbed her phone and sends a message to Hyunjoong.

“Thank you.” she simply texted.

12 Days of Christmas…(7th day)

Previously:
“Hyun Joong, it’s me” Hwangbo said in a very serious tone.

“Oh, Buin, you called”. Hyun joong said in a very chirpy voice.

“What are you doing? Why are you sending all these gifts? By the way I’m not your Buin anymore so stop calling me that” she said.

“Don’t you like the gifts? And besides you will always be Buin for me. It’s just you who wants to forget”. Hyunjoong replied in a sad voice.

“Shil... I mean Hyun joong, don’t complicate things. Prioritize your career. I want what’s best for you”. Hwangbo said in resignation.

“Hwangbo Hye Jung, I will not give up on you. If you want what’s best for me, then be my woman. I can give up my career just to be with you. You are my priority now and that won’t change”. Hyun joong said in a very stern voice and hung up.

Hwangbo was in a limbo the whole day. Hyun joong is upset with her but she’s more upset with herself. She wants to let him know that she still care but still scared of the possible repercussion if they would get into it. She just decided to stay at home for the rest of day. Her Mom called and invited her for dinner but she told her that she’s not feeling well and will just sleep early.

Dec 20... On the 7th day of Christmas my true love gave to me…

Hwangbo woke up early Monday morning. She needs to prepare for the taping of Infinity Girls. She woke up at 6:30 am, took a bath and dressed up to go to the location shoot. As with the past 6 days the door bell rings at exactly 7am.

“Good morning Ms Hwangbo. Here’s your package for the day”. The delivery man greeted her.

“Thank you, Mister”. She replied. She signed the papers and wished the delivery man a good day as he left.


She needs to rush now because the location shoot is about an hour away from her place. Gift in hand, she went back into her room. She opened the package first and tears fell as soon as she saw the gift.

7 big plastic jars filled with paper cranes

Hwangbo looked for the note and she can’t help but to cry more as she read it.

“If you fold 1000 paper cranes, love will come true. I folded more than a thousand because my love is forever. I fold cranes every time I miss you. Believe in me. I’m always thinking of you.”

She put the jars with the rest of the gift and tried to compose herself as she left for the shoot

12 Days of Christmas…(6th day)

Previously:

“ Boram, its Hyun joong. What will I do?” Hwangbo asked her friend.

“Hello Unnie! Just enjoy it. Why are you so scared?” Boram asked back.

“I don’t know. Maybe because I fell for him back then and I know that like him still” She answered.

“ Unnie, you should be happy. He likes you. Well, actually I think Hyun joong loves you. Believe in that guy”. Boram replied.

“I’m really scared. I want to be with him too but there are a lot of odds against us”. Hwangbo answered back.

“Unnie, he’s trying to prove himself to you. Give him a chance. Give yourself a chance. “ Boram ended. Hwangbo just sighed and said goodbye to her friend

Hwangbo was so distracted the whole day. Good thing she’s free or she’ll be a total disaster. She decided to stay at home and rest. Since she has nothing to do, she opened the TV and channel surf. The first thing she saw was Hyunjoong’s and SS501’s MV- Love Ya. She turned off the TV in an instant. Hwangbo just went to her room, opened her laptop and surf the net. While checking random site, she saw Hyunjoong’s pictures during Asian launch of The Faceshop. She closed her computer and uttered in annoyance.

“ AHHHhh.. The whole world is conspiring against me. Why do I have to be reminded of him every minute.”

Dec19, on the 6th day of Christmas my true love gave to me

Hwangbo woke up early. She didn’t actually sleep well last night. She was so restless and was thinking a lot. At 6am, she was already dosing a cup of coffee while trying to figure out what to do. She began tidying up her apartment. She tried not to notice the time, but she glanced at the clock every now and then. Hwangbo was trying to fix her closet and jumped off when the bell rings. She walked out of her room still trying to compose herself. Its 7am again.

She opened the door, took a deep breath and smiled at the delivery man.

“It’s the 6th day Ms Hwangbo. Your man is really something. When I was courting my wife, I just used to send her roses and even that was very seldom. This guy is so persistent and must like you a lot” the delivery man said as he hands the gift.

Hwangbo smiled at the man and asked shyly. “Do you think I can trust him”?

“What I can only say is, Trust in what you feel”. The man answered briefly and left.

Hwangbo closed the door with the package in her hand. She looked for the card before opening the box. The note says:

“I know it may seem childish but I will do this for you over and over again. I’ll try to put a smile on your face every time. Know that your happiness is my joy in life. I’m always thinking of you”.

She began to open the box with a shaking hand. If her heart would stop beating so fast, she would actually laugh but she can only smile when she saw the gift.

Six peanut cracker necklaces


Hwangbo put the gifts back in the box and went back to her room.

“ I can’t go on like this. I need to face my fear.” She said to herself in the mirror. She grabbed her phone and dialed a number she memorized by heart.

“Hyun joong, it’s me.” Hwangbo said in a very serious tone…

12 Days of Christmas…(5th day)

      Hwangbo was out the whole day. After her 1 hour gym training she went to MBC studio for her TV guesting. She and Boram will meet in the afternoon for their usual weekend chat. Boram was already waiting for her and she immediately left after the show ended.

“Hi there, girlfriend!” Boram greeted Hwangbo. “Just finished shooting?”

“Yeah... Im so tired” she replied. She ordered orange juice as the waiter arrived.

“ Hey, something wrong? You look so distracted” Boram, looking at her curiously asked.

Hwangbo took a deep breath and replied. “Remember the gift I received the other day?” Boram nodded. “It was actually the 2nd gift. I’ve been receiving gifts every morning since Dec14. I received 4 call cards this morning”. She added.

Boram squealed in delight “OMO! You are one lucky girl! You should be happy. Who is it from?”

“That’s the problem. The sender is still anonymous. I can’t seem to figure out who’s sending the gift. I’m thinking of someone who can be it but I’m not sure.” She answered.

“Who do you think it is?” Boram asked.

“I think it’s Hyunjoong” Hwangbo answered in a small voice.

“Your ex-shillang!” Boram almost screamed.

“Boram, lower down your voice. I’m not yet sure, ok.” She answered while glaring at her friend.

“Isn’t it romantic? He’s courting you and this time is for real”. Boram replied

“But I can’t get into a relationship with him. It’s too complicated.” Hwangbo rebuts.

“Unnie, it’s high time you get into one. If you really like him, then go for it. He’s not an idol anymore. If he likes you which I bet he does, then there’s no problem.” said her friend.

Hwanbo again asked. “Do you think he’s serious?”

Boram rolled her eyes and answered back. “Hello? Sending gifts every day? Of course he is!”

“Ok, ok, if its him, then I’ll think it over” Hwangbo said still undecided.

Dec18, on the 5th day of Christmas my true love gave to me…

Since it’s a free weekend for Hwangbo, she’s still asleep when the door bell rings.

“Ah... Is it 7am already?” “Never mind, I’ll go back to bed after this”. Hwangbo grabbed her robe and opened the door still trying to fix her hair.

The delivery man greeted her and handed her a box bigger than the previous package.

“It’s a little bigger that the past gifts right?” the man said with a smile.

“Yes. I wonder what this is”. She replied and handed the man the signed paper.

As soon as the delivery man left, Hwangbo closed the door and tried to open the package. However, she found instructions on top of the package. It says to read the note before opening the box. So, Hwangbo took the card and read it.

Hye Jung, sending this gift to you will be a giveaway as to who I’ am. I would just like you to know that my life, well, our life will never be the same without you. You changed me. I am a better person now because of you. I’ am willing to prove myself to you – over and over again as long as it takes. Believe in me. I’m always thinking of you.

Hwangbos’ heart was beating so loud. She’s going to finally going to find out who’s behind all the gifts. She tried opening the package but her hands were shaking. It’s like she was transported back to WGM times- when Hyunjoong asked her to open the guitar case filled with paper cranes. She took a deep breath- count one to three and opened the box. She almost dropped it when she saw what’s inside.

5 SS501 cd’s.

Hwangbo ran back to her room and look for her phone. With mixed emotions, she said to the person on the other line. “Boram, its Hyun Joong. What will I do….”

12 Days of Christmas…(4th day)

  Upon arriving at home, Hwangbo decided to arrange the gifts she’s been receiving for the past three days. So she clears a space on her bedside table and displays the spoon, the green beanies and the three big rice crackers. She’s trying to see the connections of the gifts.

Dec 17 on the 4th day of Christmas my true love gave to me…

Hwangbo was up by 6am to prepare for a TV guesting. She needs to drop by at the gym first before the show. Almost done and about to leave her house, the bell rings at exactly 7am.

“Will this be a delivery again?” she asked herself on her way to the door. She opens the door with a smile.

“Good morning, Miss. Here’s your 4th package.” The delivery man greeted her. Hwangbo greeted him back and signed the papers. The man, glad that there were no questions that time, left immediately.

“Ok, so it’s the 4th day. I wish that by now, he’ll introduce himself already”. Hwangbo opened the small box and laughed. She looked for the note to see why someone would give her that. The box contains- 4 international call cards.

I love talking to you. I love hearing your voice and laughter. I love how your face lights up every time you smile. If I’ll be away I’ll spend fortune on call cards just to talk to you. I’m always thinking of you”.

Hwangbo inspected the call cards before putting it back in the box. The cards really cost a lot. She went back in to her room and put the box with the rest of the gifts. She grabbed her bag and left the house. Hwangbo was already driving when a thought suddenly hit her.

“Call cards?” “International calls?” “Rice crackers?” Wait, could it be...” Hwangbo paused and shook her head. “No, he’s not that type.” “He’s not into mushy things right? Aisssh, what’s wrong with me? Why did I thought that it could be him” she said to herself and just continue driving.

12 Days of Christmas…(3rd day)

 So the 2nd day, Hwangbo was touched with the gift. Two green beanies to keep her warm. Day goes smoothly for our girl. She’s busy shooting for Infinity girls until the next day. On the other side of the earth, Hyun joong is busy preparing something when he received a call.

“Oh, noona. Good afternoon. Ah....Ok.. Thanks for the info”... he said to the person on the other line.

the next day...

Dec 16, on the 3rd day of Christmas my true love gave to me…

Past seven am, in the set of Infinity girls, Hwangbo just finished shooting her last part when her coordinator called her to the cafeteria. A delivery man was already waiting for her when she went there. Her coordi told her that the man arrived at exactly 7am. Confused Hwangbo asked the delivery man.

“Where you the same delivery man from the past 2 days? How’d you know that I’m gonna be here?”

“Miss, yes I’ve been delivering the gifts to you since Dec14. It’s the third day and all I know is that they asked me to deliver gifts at exactly 7am. They told me the address and nothing else. Maybe you can just ask your boyfriend”. The man replied.

“So, you know who’s been sending the gifts?” Hwangbo inquired.

“Your boyfriend of course. Who else will send you these things everyday.” said the delivery man.

“ But I don’t have one”. She quipped.

“ Oh, really. Well I guess the sender of the gift like you so much then. Miss, I need to leave now, I still have deliveries.”

“I’m, sorry mister. I would just like to know who’s sending me these stuffs”. Hwangbo apologized and signed the papers. The delivery man just smiled at her and left.

Going back to the set, the other IG girls noticed the package on her hand and asked her what’s inside. Hwangbo began to open the package and took the attached card. Boram took the card on her hand and read the note out loud...

“For you to share with the rest of the girls. It’s my favorite and hope you’ll like it as well. I’m missing you”.

That earned a lot of teasing from her friends and they all laughed when they saw what’s inside the box.

Three Big rice crackers


Hwangbo grabbed the rice crackers, when her friends started getting one each. As soon as she was able to grab everything, she put it back in the box and kept it. The girls told her to share the food but she refused. She’s keeping the gifts to herself.

When the shoot was finished and she was on her way home, she was having conversion with herself regarding the gift. She’s mentally listing all the people- guys and even girls who can be linked to all the gifts. In the end, since she really cannot think of anyone, she just shrugged it off and enjoyed the rest of the day.

12 Days of Christmas…(2nd day)

 Hwangbo’s day turned out to be okay even if she was a little surprise with the gift she received that early morning. After a photo shoot for magazine, she had late lunch with her Mom and then a short stop at the mall to shop a little. She was home by 8pm and decided to sleep early to prepare for the next day.

On The 2nd day of Christmas my true love gave to me...

At exactly seven in the morning, Hwangbo heard the door bell ringing. Since she was able to sleep early, she answered the door immediately and was surprised to see the same delivery man from yesterday.

“Hi, good morning”. She cheerfully greeted the delivery man as he hands her a neatly wrapped package. The delivery man immediately left after she signed the receipt.

“Ok, so what it is this time?” She again checked the card and still the sender remains anonymous. She unwrapped the gift and was delighted to see 2 green beanies.

“Oh, this is so cute. Let’s check the card. “Hwangbo said to herself. She read the note on the card and was so touched by the message.

“It’s getting colder these days. Stay warm and take good care of your health. I’m always thinking of you”.

Hwangbo took the gift back into her room and put in the the bedside table along with the gift from yesterday. She is still wondering who‘s sending her the gift for the past 2 days. Still smiling she began preparing for the day ahead.

12 Days of Christmas…

Although its already past Christmas season, let me just repost this here. My WFP version of this Christmas song

12 Days of Christmas…

After his Asian launch of the Face Shop, Hyun Joong is contemplating on how he can prove to Hwangbo that he badly needed her in his life. He already proposed years before but her fake Buin rejected him, thinking that he’s not serious and was just being spurred by the show. He tried texting her after their fake marriage, asked her out but she would always turn him down. Now, 2 years after, he’s more determined to woo her and ensure that they’ll end up together. After he saw that a lot of people still supported both of them, he got a little braver. Christmas is so near and he’s going to take advantage of this season to show her love for his one and only Buin…

Dec14- On the first day of Christmas my true love sent to me…


Hwangbo can’t believe that someone’s at her door at seven in the morning. She went out with her friends last night and been asleep for only three hours. Whoever’s at the door should have good reason or she’ll knock him out with a good spin kick. She stood up, grab her robe and try to see who’s at the door thru the peep hole. A delivery man was waiting impatiently and she can see that he’s also still sleepy. Deciding not to vent out her frustration on the poor guy, she opened the door with a smile.

“Good morning, are you Ms Hwangbo Hyejung?” the guy asked. Hwangbo nodded and he immediately gave her a small box and the receipt to sign.

“Thank you, Mister, but would you know who this is from?” Hwangbo inquired. The man looked at the paper and told her that sender was not indicated. He bid farewell and left a wondering Hwangbo.

Hwangbo decided to check if there’s a card. She saw a little card on the side and read it. It simply says and without the name of the sender.

“This will forever remind me of you”. Hwangbo opened the beautiful box and was so surprise of its content.

“I think this is going to be a crazy day” she muttered and decided to just go back to sleep. She dropped the box on her bedside table; but before she climber into the bed she peeked into it again and just shook her head.

Her last words before drifting back to dreamland. “Who the hell will give a this as a present”? Its a spoon!

Can you keep a secret?

   Most people thought that after their stint in Wgm they already separate ways. They never appear in any show together. Even when they attended and won last 2008 in MBC awards, both just gave cold shoulder to each other. A lot of fans were hoping that they would end up together but it seems to be impossible with their current set up. What they have before started and ended with that show.

  Hwang Bo Hye Jung walks so fast with Jins in hand. She’s going nowhere but just keeps on walking. She’s just in her sweats and loose jean, walking at around eight in the evening mumbling over and over. She reached a park and chose the most secluded part. She sat down on a bench and put Jins in the ground. Jins started walking away but she grabbed her and started conversion with the startled dog.

“Jins, what am I going to do now? It seems my heart will break anytime soon. I lied to Shillang. I said its okay to have that sexy scene but it’s not. I said I’m going to be mature enough and understand that it’s all work, but I’m really jealous. I’m not okay. Yes, I want him to be a big star, I want more projects for him but I’m really hurting.”

The dog just stared back at her. She continued her long speech with tears falling. “Shillang will be mad at me if he knew. I know I should trust him but… ahhhh.” Hwangbo groaned.

“Jins, am I crazy? I know its irrational being jelous and I really do love him”. It’s hard keeping this relationship a secret for so long. I don’t have anybody to confide with or cry with when I’m down. Just stay here with Mommy, ok, Jins?” And she hugged the dog so tight.

Suddenly she heard footsteps approaching. She looked around, trying to find if someone over heard her outburst earlier when a familiar figure stood in front of her.

“So, you’re just here? I thought you’d go somewhere far. What are you doing here, Buin?” Hyun Joong asked. “Wait, are you crying?” and he sat down beside Hwangbo.

“Im okay, Shillang. I just went out for a while to get some fresh air”.

“Don’t lie to me, Buin. I can see that you’ve been crying. Is this because of the drama?” he asked. “You know I’ve told you countless of times that it’s nothing. It’s all for the show. If I need to kiss or hug her, I just imagine happy thoughts with you and imagine our life with our future kids. If people find it to be realistic it’s because I’m thinking of you. Don’t you trust me, Buin?” he ended.

Hwangbo just leaned her head on Hyun Joong’s shoulder. “ I do trust you Shillang, I do. It’s just that sometimes I feel insecure. As much as I would like to deny it but…” Hwang bo paused for a while and shyly said “I’m jealous.” Hyun joong pulled her close and kissed her on the forehead.

“It’s a good hearing you’re jealous. You love me enough to feel that. But I will say it again Buin and listen carefully. It’s you for me and no one else. I’am really sorry for keeping our relationship a secret. I just want to protect you from all negative comments and anti’s. I am just waiting for the right time to tell the whole world how much I love you and that we are now engaged”.

“As long as I have you here Shillang, everything’s gonna be ok. I love you Hyun joong and I’am sorry for being so childish.” Hwangbo pulled her boyfriend and gave him a kiss.

“ I love you too, Hwang bo Hye Jung. Now, come on. Let’s leave before someone caught us here. Come on Jins. Let’s go!” Hyun joong and Hwangbo walked away hand in hand with Jins in tow.

As the two walked away, a shadow came out from behind a trash bin.

“Gosh! It’s so hard hiding in that bin. But it’s all worth it. I’m so happy. I‘am now privy to a very big secret. It‘s not just a wild fancy after all. I just need to keep this to myself until they announce it. I can keep a secret, right? I’ll just leave for now.” The figure started to leave and every now and then skipping and dancing while walking away

Shillang, why do you love me?

This is a reponse to the earlier fic..

Hyun Joong and Hwangbo were enjoying a tub of ice cream while watching a romantic film. Suddenly, Jins- Hwangbo’s pet came out of their room. The dog jumped in between the two.

“Come on Jins, come to Daddy”, HyunJoong called the dog. The dog immediately climbed into HyungJoong’s lap and they started playing. Meanwhile, Hwangbo is still busy eating ice cream. Seeing now that her boyfriend is busy playing with Jins, she asked him

“So shillang, now it’s my turn to ask.” She paused after getting his attention. “Why do you love me?”

HyunJoong answered her with a smile, “Hmmm, Buin, how will I put it to words?”

Hwangbo immediately quipped, “Is that so hard to answer?”

“Well, I love you because you are beautiful.” Hyun Joong simply stated. “I love your beautiful face and gorgeous body. I don’t really wonder why all those young boys are so crazy over you. See, that perfect hour glass figure?” Hyung joong looked very sleazy at Buin while talking. “This type of body is to die for. Paired with a very angelic face and you’ve got a complete dynamite package.”

Disbelieving, Hwangbo asked her boyfriend, “ Ya! Then why do you always give me anti aging creams?”

Hyungjoong, this time answered, “That is just to tease you Buin. You know how I love teasing you, Ok”. Hwangbo just nodded her head and the man just continued. “I love you because you have a big heart. You are very compassionate with your friend and you always lend them a hand. You do charity works because you love helping out other people. I never met someone as beautiful as you ."

“I love watching you sleep. When I caught you sleeping in the couch while waiting for me, it really gave me the feeling of being home. I can stare at your sleeping face for hours and not get bored at all.” “Do you want to hear more” Hyunjoong asked her to which she responded with a big yes and a kiss.

“I love you because, you always cook for me.” Hyunjoong continued. “Thank God I ‘m doing a lot of trainings and events or else I’ll be as big as a baby whale because of all the delicious foods you prepare for me”. “By the way, I love you also because I love competing with you.” He continued as Hwangbo raised her eyebrows. “I can see myself competing with you even if we’re already old and already with our kids”.

Hwangbo interrupted him, “Oh, so you’re now planning to have kids? So how many kids would you like to have” she jokingly asked Hyunjoong.

“About 5 to 6”, answered Hyunjoong. “I actually want a soccer team of my own. As soon as you agree to marry me, we will be very busy starting our Kim soccer team” he even added. Hwangbo choose to ignore him and just rolled her eyes.

“Seriously now, Hye Jung”. Hyung Joong called her. He held her hand, and started talking. “I love you because, you are LOVE to me. You made me realize that I can open up myself to someone and be happy with it. You made me feel what it is to love and be loved in return. Loving you is something I never imagined. When you came, it’s like my life was transformed from a plain and blank canvas to a beautiful work of art. Though I may not say it often, I am very thankful that you are sharing your life with me. I do love you, Hye Jung, you are my one and only Buin.” Hyun Joong ended his long speech.

Without meaning to, Hwangbo started crying. Confused, Hyun Joong asked her. “Buin, buin, why are you crying?”

Hwangbo still trying to composed herself said” Shillang , how can you say such sweet words.”

He just simply smiled at her and answered in a very “cool” manner, “Well, Buin you are the reason for all these mushiness so blame it all on yourself.”

Hwangbo contented with everything,just give her boyfriend a sweet kiss and settled herself beside him. Hyun Joong put his arms around her and that’s how they let time pass by. Within each other’s arms- no questions asked.

Buin why do you love me?

I will repost all my fics in PB in this blog. Here's the first one ..

Buin why do you love me?


After more than two weeks of not seeing each other due to their busy schedule, Hyun Joong was able to have 2 days off from the filming of his new drama. Fortunately, Hwangbo is also off on same days as her birthday vacation. They took advantage of the time to be together. Hyun Joong went to Hwangbo’s house. The two are lounging on the couch watching romantic comedy when out of nowhere…

“Buin, why do you love me?” Hyun joong blurted out while munching on popcorn.

Surprised, Hwangbo just laughed out loud and simply disregard him. HyunJoong, then again asked, “Buin, why do you love me? "

“Shillang, did I ever told you I love you?”Hwangbo mischieviously asked.” As far as I can remember, I never told you I love you”, and again rolled down laughing.

Hyun Joong started sulking after her girlfriend’s remark. Hwangbo tried to feed him a mouthful of popcorn which he immediately refused. She left for a while and came back with a tub of HyunJoong’s favorite ice cream. She immediately offered him the spoon to share it with him, but the man is sitting still and would not talk to her.

“Alright, alright, you won”, Hwangbo said to appease the sulking boyfriend. " Of course I love you. Can’t you take a joke?"

“I am serious Buin. I wanna know why a woman like you loves me” Hyun Joong answered in a very sad voice.

“Okay. I love you because you’re my Shillang. It was a fake marriage at first but you showed me how married life can be like. You treated me well and life was very exciting” Hwangbo explained.

“Even if I am a jerk at times? Hyungjoong inquired to which she replied. “I have to be honest. There are times that I felt so disappointed and annoyed with you. But you were able to compensate it by all the good things you’ve done for me. When we parted ways in the show it broke my heart into million pieces. Good thing you never gave up on us”. Then kissed Hyun joong on his cheeks.

“Is that all?” HyunJoong asked again.

Shyly this time, Hwangbo answered, “I love you because you’re an Idol. Call me shallow, but who’s not gonna love someone as handsome, well, actually, as pretty as you? You’re young, talented and fun to be with. Your spontaneity always keeps me on my toes. I love your calls in the wee hours of the morning and your out of this world text messages. "
She added.

“But do you know the main reason why I love you, shillang?” Hwangbo this time asked his boyfriend.Hyunjoong nodded his head with a glimmer in his eyes. “I love you because I do”. Hwangbo declared. “I even caught myself asking the same question you’ve asked. The reasons I already told you were just icing on the cake. I love your 4dness and even your short temper. I can come up with a lot of reasons but to put it simply, I love you because you’re you. I love Kim Hyun Joong.” and punctuated each word with a kiss.

Hyun Joong, ever so happy after what Buin had said simply uttered. “Thank you for all those kind words, Buin. Thank you for loving me and you know I love you just the same.” “Now, let me have that spoon and stop hording that tub of ice cream. All this mushiness is getting into me.

And the whole house was filled with the laughter of Hwangbo and Hyunjoong.

Kim Hyun Joong's Love letter

My first ever fanfic for the joongbo couple. This was intended for Hwangbo's birthday. This was posted on my previous blog which I have deleted.

Kim Hyun Joong's Love letter

Dear Buin,

It’s your birthday today. I don’t know how to make this day very special for you. You know I can’t be with you today but I will try my very best to make you happy on your special day.

It’s been two years. Two beautiful long years of being together. It’s not always a bed roses for us. I know its been hard being in a relationship with someone like me. For one, I never imagined that I would fall for a woman like you. But I fell- and I fell hard. I built a wall around my heart but in the end, your good nature and beautiful soul broke my barrier. You were able to bring out the real me and you love me just as I’ am.

Your laughter has been a constant reminder to me that whatever life throws at us, things will be okay. When I’m feeling down, I just have to hold your hand and I know I will never be alone. And at times I feel like I cannot go on, just one look at your sleeping face beside me and I know I have a reason to hold on.

 Buin, I know it’s not easy being in a relationship with me. I know I’m not always there to take care of you. We cannot even go out on just like every other regular couples. But just as long as I have you, as long as I can spend my every free minute with you, this is enough.

Happy birthday Buin. I know I cannot give you everything but I will try with all my might to keep you happy.  I can see myself growing old with no body but you. Only you can fill my heart with so much love. I will try to show you everyday how much you mean to me. My thoughts are always of you and how I would like to spend my life loving you. I will love you till this lifetime ends and as a new one begin. You are the definition of forever for me. I love you.

yours forever,
shillang