Monday, July 11, 2011

Terrified

 This fic is dedicated to my chinggu- Bee. Belated happy beeday Bee. I wish you all the best- good health, career and lovelife..hehehe. Sorry if this maybe crappy coz you know, your unnie is in a lunatic/crazy phase right now. Sending you all my hugs... I hope you'll enjoy reading. By the way, I was listening to Katherine Mcphee's Terrified (which I sooo love), hence the title of the fic.

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" Wake up sleepy head".

You can hear a faint voice calling you but since you're still very sleepy, you decided to ignore it. It seems to be just a few minutes ago since you hit the sack. You grabbed the nearest pillow within your reach and tried shoving it to your face to block the noise. But before you can do so, you felt kisses on your cheeks. Thinking that it was just your dog, you tried to push it away from you. The kisses continued and you started to get annoyed so you push the "dog" harder but then you heard a whisper in your ear which made you automatically open your eyes.

" Wake up baby.Wake up or I'll leave"

Even with your eyes half open, you reach for her and enveloped her in a tight bear hug. This made her laugh and she began showering you with butterfly kisses.

"Ahhhh..My buin. What a sweet wake up call. Can I request for this everyday?" you asked her with a big smile on your face.

" Only if you're a good boy Shillang.I might give in." Hwangbo answered.

" Buin, can you just live with me here. I really want to spend each day with you. I wish to see you face before I sleep and the first thing I see as soon as I open my eyes."

      She planted a soft kiss on your lips and remove herself from your embrace. She tugged on your arms to help you sit up.

" No need to give up my apartment Shillang. Im always here anyway. I will try my best to visit you often." She answered while trying to tidy your room.

" But that's impractical. You said it yourself, Buin. Don't you pity your very tired but handsome Shillang? You can take care of me better if you live with me". You uttered with a little pout and puppy eyes.

"Shillang, I can take care of you even if I live in my place.I will do my best, Okay? " and she kissed you again to end the discussion.

"Okay. Okay. I know I cant win with you". You calmly back out.

" That's why I love you baby. Come on I have a surprise for you outside. Shower first and meet me in the dining room". She gave you another hug before leaving your room.

You and Hwangbo have been seeing each other for more than two years. You're practically leaving together but even if you tried asking her many times, you really cannot convinced her in moving into your place.You already advise her that your place can house all her pets but she still refused. She insisted that she needs to keep her place because that's her sanctuary specially if she wants "Me" time. And once your girlfriend decides on something you know its really gonna be hard to change her mind.

After about fifteen minutes, you came out of your room feeling refresh. You went straight to the dining room as instructed. Just like what she said, you were totally surprised at what you see. It's a feast and your Goddess awaits for you.

" Congratulations Shillang. I am so happy with the success of your solo album. Your performance in Mnet last night is truly the best. I'm so proud of you baby." and with that she walked towards you and gave you a soul shattering kiss.

" This is more than enough Buin.You are the reason why I'm doing all of these.You are my inspiration.Thank you for this surprise." You answered  with all your heart.

" Aishh.. my shillang is so mushy early in the morning." She playfully told you." Come on and eat now. I tried to prepare the healthiest foods for you. I hope you'll like it"  Hye jung added.

"Of course, I'll finish everything. I have to get lots of energy. I need to save up now so in no time we can start our soccer team." and you take your seat full of excitement.

     She begin serving the dishes to you. You cant help but wonder how early she had to wake up to prepare for this.You know for a fact that she really took time just to make all of this possible. And as she enthusiastically explained every dish to you, you cant help but to be mesmerized with her. After a while she noticed that you're just staring at her so she stopped and jokingly said.

"Its not polite to stare, Shillang. By the way I know I'm lovely so kindly close your mouth and stop drooling".

"Sorry, Buin." You snapped out from your dazed state. And after a while of not saying anything you simply blurted. "You know, I'm terrified sometimes."

This made her confused so she grabbed the chair and sat beside you.

"Terrified of what Shillang? Of your career, of me,of our relationship?" she asked while trying to understand what you just said.

" Buin, I'm terrified coz I love you too much. This is the first time and I think would be the last that I fall this hard for someone. When I think of my future its always with you. I cannot imagine my life without you. Now, I'm so scared of losing you." you poured your heart out as she simply listens to you.

HyeJung was speechless. She cannot believe that her Hyunjoong can actually be as vocal as this. You both know how much you love each other but hearing you said these words really surprised her.She can see how worried you were so she reached for your hand and replied.

" I will never leave you, Shillang. Well, unless you really want me too. Even then, I guess I wouldn't give up without a fight. I love you and I will never get tired. I know situations maybe tough at times but as long as I have you, I can endure everything. You are my now and my future." 

Again, you pulled her in a tight embrace.You feel so blessed for having her in your life. Your life is not always a walk in the park but as long as you can hold her hand, as long as you can hear her laughter, as long as you can pull her in a sweet embrace and as long as you can hear her say " I love you, Shillang" then everything will be fine. Fame and fortune may fade but since you already have her, you cannot ask for more. Hwangbo Hye jung is your life and more. Actually she's simply everything.


You said it again my heart's in motion
Every word feels like a shooting star
I'm at the edge of my emotions
Watching the shadows burning in the dark,
And I'm in love and I'm terrified.
For the first time in the last time
In my only life.





Friday, July 1, 2011

Meeting Hwangbo

This is not a fanfic. This is just to document my 3 day stalking experience in order to meet our lovely Buin – Hwangbo Hye Jung.

I have never been a fan girl before – then I watched Ssangchu couple in WGM. All things change after that.  I began downloading their videos, read fan fics and join fan group.  One of the reasons why I went to Korea early this year was to visit Shimsontang- Hwangbo’s resto.
Early last week when Hwangbo tweeted that she’s coming to the Philippines, speculation was that she’s going to Cebu. We were all surprised when she tweeted early Monday morning that she’s actually landing here in Manila.  I was attending a training then and when I checked Facebook and Twitter during my break it was flooded with updates.  JBph /Bubblezang ladies already went to Compassion Philippines’ office to check if they can see our lady love.  I texted a friend to advised them that I’m going to follow after my work. I braved the rush hour commute after the training so I can meet them up.  They told me that they weren’t able to meet her there so we’ll just go to a hotel where she‘s possibly be staying.  So off I go to Ortigas and met the JBph/Bubblezang ladies.  We went to Crowne Plaza where we waited for news.  Unfortunately there’s no sighting of HB in this hotel.  We met up with Cathy in The Fort to plan the next move.  Since no other information was received then, we decided to just call it a day at around 11PM but we’ll just keep our eyes and ears open for any news.
Second day of stalking- Tuesday.  I was still on training but I’m feeling so antsy. We still have no information as to where she’s staying. It’s not allowed to check FB and Twitter but I sneak in time and again using my phone just to get updates.  I was actually under the weather that day so I went home directly after work.  I was able to take a nap and I woke up around 6pm. I checked FB and lo and behold, news that Hwangbo was staying in Discovery Suites was posted. The JBph/Bubblezang ladies will meet up at Discovery. I was unsure in joining since I was not really feeling well. Then I realized that I won’t be able to sleep anyway just thinking of what will happen. If they will see Hwangbo I’m sure I will truly regret not going with them. So I took a really quick shower, hail a cab and rushed to Discovery.
When I arrived in the hotel other girls were already there. We cannot stay in the lobby coz it was just small. We tried to check if they have a bar or restaurant inside.  So the ten of us (if I remembered correctly) all trooped to the 22nd flr café.  Thanks to free Wifi, we tweeted HB, informing her that we’re waiting. We received a lot of help and support from International and Filipino Hwangbo fans. Past 11pm, Cathy received a message to call Hwangbo’s friend.  We were all so nervous and excited.  So Cathy called the hotel’s reception asking them to connect the call to Hb’s friend. The reception wasn’t able to find that name so she asked to be connected to Hwangbo Hye jung instead . She was advised that HB’s line was busy. We were all so happy knowing that she’s really there. So after how many minutes, Mich tried calling again. Reception transferred her call and we were all holding our breath when she mouthed that the other line was ringing. Hb’s friend (I can’t remember her name) answered the phone and informed Mich that Hwangbo was already asleep.  Mich asked if it’s possible to just schedule a meet up but the friend said that she’s still not sure of their schedule for the next day.  The friend advised her to just call and check the next day. Mich just asked her to advise HB that we’ll visit the next day and she also left her and Cathy’s twitter account. After the call ended, plan for the next day was made. Nerie will buy the bag as gift for Buin and Mich will also buy some souvenirs. We’ll meet up around 7-8 in the evening. We then left the hotel at around 12 midnight.
Day 3-Wednesday. As soon as I woke up I checked Face book for any update.  Since there were no advised changes I texted Perrytel to check if she’d like to join.  I went to the office, do my everyday work although I was online almost the whole day.  I was scheduled to have a meeting from 5pm-6pm but good thing it was cancelled. Ate Ayen and I decided to meet up first in Megamall at around 6pm so we can have dinner before going to Discovery. Past 7pm, we headed to the hotel. There were five of us by then. Perry, Naomz, Nidy, Ate Yen and me. We met Fudge Orange in the lobby then we went up to the 22nd floor. In total, there were twenty three of us waiting for Hwangbo to come down.  While Cathy’s group went up to the 41st flr where Compassion seminar was on going, we stayed at the café chatting with the other JBPher’s.  Half past eight if Im not mistaken, we heard a little commotion near the entrance of the café and Precy said “Nandyan na sya, wag maingay”. I think my heart stopped beating for a while.  I saw Hwangbo approaching and we walked towards her.  She was just dressed in shorts and t shirt and without any make up but she was really so beautiful.  She started signing pictures and magazines and when someone asked if we can hug her, with her very distinct voice she said “Hug, Hug”.  All those time I was just staring at her. I tried taking picture but in the end only one came out okay.  While signing, she asked “Maganda, maganda and we all answered that yes, she’s very pretty. Then she said, “pogi, pogi” to which someone asked, who’s pogi.  She said, just pogi.  After more than five minutes, Mich and Cathy told us that it’s time for Hwangbo to go and we now need to take group picture.  That’s when Shimty arrived with a crew and camera. After taking pictures, the lovely Hwangbo left.
When we tried to settle down, I tried looking for my R2song album cover.  That’s when I realized that it was not signed.  I don’t know why but I didn’t feel bad even after this. I was still so dazed and mesmerized.  I just took my seat and calmly ate nachos.  I also called my friend, Bee to just simply tell her that we already met HB.  I guess I was too stunned and still not within my senses even after she already left. After settling the bill, our group left Discovery Suites with big smile on our face. We also had dinner at Mc Donald’s chatting about the whole experience. It was already midnight when the group separate ways.
Until now I can’t believe that I was able to meet Hwangbo in person.  She was so down to earth and really very accommodating. No wonder why she has so many fans and friends.  The whole experience of stalking and meeting her is very memorable to me.  Yes. I lack sleep for 3 days. Yes, it was tiring but it was all worth it.  I never regret anything. And now I can say that I’m truly a certified fan girl.  

She's so pretty.