Saturday, April 28, 2012

Hyunnie's birthday!

Wooohhoo! Happy 4th anniversary Joongbo!Here's one for all of us purple lovers.If you're not familiar with Hyunnie, you can check the post- The Pet. This is written in a rush and just trying post in time for Joongbo anniv.enjoy and hope you can send me some love!

Hyunnie's Birthday


Today is my fifth birthday. I ‘am so excited because Omma and Appa prepared a big party for me. All my friends from school will be coming over and even my teachers.  I wonder what gifts they will give me. I know my uncles and their kids will be attending the party too.  I can’t wait to see and play with them again. Now, I just need to fix my bed so I can go down and have breakfast.

“Omma, Appa, Good morning! “ I shouted as I reached the dining room.

“Good morning, Hyunnie.  Happy birthday!”  My Appa greeted me as I took a sit.

 “Happy birthday Hyunnie!”  My grandmother said as she gave a plate with my favorite ham and eggs.

“Thank you, Appa, Halmeonni.” I replied with a big smile.  I look around the room looking for Omma but she was not there.

“Appa, where’s Omma?”  I asked.

“She’s still in our room but she’ll be out in a while.” Appa answered.

I’m a bit worried. Omma always prepares my breakfast. Even if she’s busy, she’ll always find time have breakfast with me. 

“Hyunnie, are you excited for your party later?  Halmeonni asked while slicing the fruit and offered it to Appa. Halmeonnie is Appa’s Mom. She came here last night so she can attend my party. My Omma’s mother is also arriving this afternoon.

“Yes, Halmeonnie! I’am very excited. I know you got me a nice gift!” I replied and gave her a hug.

“Of course! I have a big gift for you but you can only open it during the party, ok?  Halmeonni affirmed and even pinched my cheeks.

“Good morning everyone.” Omma greeted as she walked towards and took the seat beside Appa.

“Are you okay now, Buin?” Appa asked worriedly and he took Omma’s hand.

Omma just smiled at him and answered. “I’m okay, Shillang. It’s just normal.

“ Jungie-ah, have crackers and juice first. “ Halmeonnie gave the plate of crackers to Omma.
“ Omma, are you sick?” I asked her this time.

“Of course not, Hyunnie. How can I be sick when it’s my baby’s birthday?” Omma replied with a big smile on her face. When she smiles like this, I know that everything’s okay.

“Omma, I ‘am not a baby anymore. I ‘am already five years old.”  I replied. “I ‘am a big boy now. See!” and I stood up to prove my point.

“ Aigoo! My boy is now really tall! I’m sure you’re gonna be big as Appa!” Omma exclaimed and reached for me. She enveloped me in a very big hug and kissed my cheeks.

“But, Hyunnie, you will always be Omma’s baby.  Even if you turn six, seven or twenty years old, for me, you will always be my baby boy, arraso?”  

I nodded and hugged her back. “I love you, Omma.”

“I love you to Hyunnie. Happy birthday!”  Omma replied.

“Hey, what about me? You only love Omma, Hyunnie.” Appa asked sulking.

“I love you too Appa” I ran towards him and hugged him too. He then gently lifted me up so I can sit on his lap.

“Are you forgetting your Halmeonni, Hyunnie.” My grandmother asked.

“I love you too Halmeonni. I’ve got the best Halmeonnis in this world” and I threw her a flying kiss.

“That’s definitely true Hyunnie.” Halmoenni agreed and gave me thumbs up. 

Omma and Appa just laughed and together we all enjoy our breakfast.

At around one in the afternoon, my uncles arrived with their family. Uncle Kyu and Aunt Joo Hyo came with their baby girl, Ella. She is just so tiny. They said she’s only two months old. Then came Uncle Mal and Aunt Meg with Uncle Hyung Joon and Aunt Lucy.  Aunt Meg and Aunt Lucy are cousins. From what Omma told me, they just visited Korea but then they met and fell in love with my uncles. I was the ring bearer on their wedding held last year.  Uncle Youngsaeng came in with his son, Hyung Yoojin, but Aunt Lee-Ae can’t make it because of her big tummy. They’re going to have another baby.

Appa and my uncles head to our mini bar so they can talk while Omma and my Aunts helped out in the party preparation.  Halmeonni got baby Ella from Aunt Joo Hyo while Hyung  Yoojin and I went to my room so we can play.

“Hyung, are you excited to see your baby brother? “ I asked while Hyung Yoojin and I played with my cars.

“I ‘am, but I’m also worried that Omma and Oppa will not take care of me anymore when the baby comes out.”  Hyung answered me back. I can sense that he’s a bit sad.

“ Hyung, Omma told me that no matter how big I became , I will always me her baby. I ‘am sure Aunt Lee and Uncle Saengi feel the same for you.  “I tried to assure him.

“You think so, Hyunnie?  I am afraid that they will love the baby more than me.”  Hyung added.

 “Don’t worry too much, Hyung.  Your Omma and Appa loves you. “I replied and gave him a smile. He smiled back and then we resume playing.

After about fifteen minutes, I heard Halmeonni calling me. I run towards her and she asked me to come down because Uncle Jaejong and Uncle Mickey arrived. As soon as I heard it, Hyung Yoojin and I just bring our toys to the living room. 

“ Hyunnie! Hyunnie! Happy birthday! ” I heard her call out my name and I can’t help but run towards her.

“Thank you, Aria! I’m glad that you can come to my party.” I shyly greeted her back.

“I really pleaded with Daddy. I cannot miss your birthday.” She replied with that sweet smile.

Aria is Uncle Jaejoong and Aunt Mina’s daughter. She’s also turning five years old this year and we go to the same school. She’s fair skinned, just a little shorter than me and she have long hair. They always pair us during school programs. But unlike other girls in school, Aria is cool. We can run and play together and she doesn’t cry easily.

“Aria, come on. Let’s play with Hyung. He’s there in the living room.” And we ran together towards Hyung Yoojin.

At three in the afternoon, my birthday party started. Omma and Appa hired clowns and magicians to perform. My classmates and I enjoy the whole show.  We also enjoy the ice cream cart, Uncle Kyu commissioned for my party as his gift.  When it’s time to blow the cake, Omma and Appa stood beside me as everyone sing the birthday song.  I closed my eyes and made a wish before I blew the candles out.  I gave each kid loot bag as a thank you for attending my birthday.

It’s almost seven in the evening when our entire guest left. I sadly bid goodbye to my uncles because I know it’s gonna be long before we meet each other again. Hyung Yoojin said he’ll ask his Dad to drop him off so we can play again.  The last to leave was Uncle Jaejoong and his family. Aunt Mina is now carrying Aria because she’s too tired from playing. I bid them goodbye and Aria just waved her hand. I wave back at her and promised to just play with her in school again.

Appa helped me out to shower tonight. He said that Omma needs to rest. I really began to worry about Omma. I asked Appa and he just chuckled and answered that Omma’s fine.  When we I finished taking a shower and already wearing my pajamas’, Appa brought me to their room so I can say good night to Omma .  Omma was sitting in the middle of their big bed while reading a book. Appa let me down on the bed so he can take his shower. Omma motioned for me to come over so I crawled and snuggled to her.

“How was the party? Did you enjoy it baby? Omma asked as she wrapped her arms around me. Everytime Omma does this; I feel so secured and love.

“Of course Omma. The party was really awesome. I know my friends enjoyed it too.” I replied ecstatically.

“ Im glad that you liked it Hyunnie. Appa and I wanted you to have fun on your party.” 

“I really had fun of Omma. It’s the best birthday party ever! I exclaimed and hugged her tighter.

I heard the bathroom door opened and when I saw Appa came out I asked him to come sit with us. He just slightly brushed his hair then jumped on the bed and wrapped Omma and I in his embrace.

“Appa, I can’t breathe!” I joked and Appa loosen his embrace.

“Yah, Shillang. Don’t suffocate our big boy.” Omma joked too and shower me with butterfly kisses.

“I’m sorry, Hyunnie, Buin. I just want to show how I love the both of you.” Appa answered with big smile. “By the way Hyunnie, what did you wish for when you blew the candles earlier?”

“Nothing Appa. I just thank God for giving you and Omma to me. I have everything I love.I have Halmeoni, Haraboji, my uncles and their wives and my friends. I can’t ask for more." I honestly answered.

 “My Hyunnie is really a very good boy.” Omma kissed my cheeks. “By the way baby, Omma and Appa have another gift for you.”

“Really, Omma!” I replied and snuggled closer to her. 

Omma nodded and then said, “Hyunjoong Appa, would you like to tell Hyunnie what’s our gift for him.

Appa then smiled at me and said, “ Hyunnie-ah,  you will be a big brother soon.”

My eyes opened wide as I heard their surprise. I jumped on Appa and embrace him tight. I almost jumped at Omma but I remember about the baby so I just gave her a big kiss.

“ Omma, Appa, thank you for giving me a sibling. I will try to be the best brother for our baby.” I told them full of happiness.

“We both know you will be, baby” Omma replied. ‘Come on, it’s time to sleep”

“Can I sleep with you and Appa, Omma.” I asked with puppy eyes.

“ It’s ok with me. Just ask your Appa.”  She replied.

“Appa, can I stay and sleep with you here.”  I asked again.

Appa didn’t answer immediately.  I sat beside him to wait for his answer.  He just looked at me and the said. “My big boy wants to sleep here? Then he will sleep here.”

Mine and Omma’s eyes met and then she counted one to three. We put our heads side by side and placed our arms over to create a heart and shouted.

“We love you, Hyunjoong Appa!”

Appa laughed out loud and again wrapped his arms around us. He reached for the blanket and then tucked us all in.  

“I love you Hyunnie and Aegi. I love you Buin.” Then Appa turned off the light so we can all sleep.

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

If only

Hello guys! This idea popped while I was having a shower last night. So blame it on summer heat if you wont like this fic.. hehehe.. but I still hope you'd enjoy reading.. Send me some love okay..

p.s... this is quite long and unedited

If only

“Good morning, Shillang. Come on and let’s start breakfast!” you greeted me so cheerfully.
I just hurriedly reached for the glass of orange juice and put the toast in my mouth.

“But Shillang, you need to eat properly so you’ll have energy.” You exclaimed while shaking your head and tried pushing the plate near me.
“If you woke me up an hour ago, then I would have time to eat.” I grudgingly replied and head near the door to put on my shoes.

“But you went home just this morning. If I woke you an hour ago then you would only have two hours of sleep. “You reply sadly.

“Well, it doesn’t matter anymore. I need to go now. ” And I grabbed the backpack from the sofa.

“I’m sorry Shillang. I only wanted you to rest longer. Do you want me to just wrap these foods so you can eat it while filming? You again asked as you trailed after me on the way out.

“It’s okay. Don’t bother. Bye Buin. “And I went out of the door.

“Bye, Shillang, I love you.” You shouted as you watch me walked towards the lift.

I was already on my way to the company building when I noticed the envelope on the passenger seat of the car. As soon as I arrived I open it and checked what’s inside. I slightly hit myself when I remembered today – It’s May11. Our 3rd wedding anniversary.

Yes- I am Kim Hyunjoong and I ‘am married to Hwangbo Hyejung. We got married three years ago amidst my company’s disapproval and the threat of anti fans. They told me that it was a career suicide but we brave the odds. We were in love and we would like to start our own family. So backed up by our family and friends, we got married in the island of Jeju. We were the number one news in Korea that time. “Ssangchu couple got married for real” was the headlines of newspapers and magazines. Joongbo support cannot be ignored and we were happy. It was pure bliss for some time. After about a year in the marriage, we started feeling the after effects. Offers for commercials and shows for me lessen and even the album that I produced didn’t do well. What hit us most was when you had a miscarriage. We were both devastated. You and I decided that you will quit the entertainment industry and you will just focus in running your restaurant and will stay home most of the time.

Just this month, I got a big offer to star in a drama. We were both ecstatic about this and I immersed myself in attending workshop and training. Today would be the last day of training and next week we will have a week off before the filming. I admit I’ve been really into it, studying the script, getting into my character and all. I will leave the house early in the morning and will be home in the wee hours. That’s the reason why I forgot the occasion today. Realizing, what I jerk I was, I grabbed my phone and sent you a message.

“ Buin, Happy Anniversary. I’ll see you home tonight.”

Not even a minute passed when I felt my phone vibrate and saw your reply.

“Happy anniversary Shillang. I love you. See you tonight.”

As soon as I’m done reading your message, I head to the training room and attend the workshop with the rest of the drama cast. We immediately began and didn’t notice the time passed by. It was already one in the afternoon; we were having late lunch when I heard my phone ringing. I excused myself and answer your call outside the cafeteria.

“Buin, why are you calling?” I answered without even greeting you.

“Hello Shillang. I’m just checking if you already had lunch and to remind you to go home early tonight.” You sweetly replied.

“Yes we‘re having lunch and I’ll be home early.” I briefly confirmed.

“Are you having a hard time Shillang? I know you will do well in that drama. Don’t be too stressed.” And I heard you sigh.

“Look, Buin I need to go now. I saw the cast leaving the cafeteria.” I tried to cut our conversation.

“Wait, Shillang, just do me a favor.” You butt in before I drop the call.

“Say it now, I really need to go.” I hurriedly replied.

“Say you love me, Shillang.” And I heard you giggled this time.

“But, Buin, the cast are now coming over. They’ll hear me say it.” I tried to refuse.

“Please Shillang. It’s our anniversary. Let me hear you say it again.” you sweetly prodded.

I saw the cast on their way out of the cafeteria. If I’ll say it now, I’m done before they can even reach me. So just whispered on the line. “Hwangbo, Hye jung, I love you.”

I heard you chuckled and it made me smile.

“I love you too, Shillang and correction, its Kim Hyejung now. I’ll see you tonight.” You replied and we both hung up.

At around six o’clock I was already on my way home when I remember to drop by a flower shop. I was waiting for the florist to finish preparing the bouquet when I checked my phone. Only then did I realize that it was off. The director asked us to turn it off after lunch break so we can concentrate on our final activities. I turned it on and decided to call you and advise that I’m on my way home. I’ve called twice but you weren’t answering my call. Maybe you were in the shower or too busy preparing so you weren’t able to answer so I just decided to head home.

After ten minutes, I was very surprised to arrive in an empty house. I called your name but you were not answering. I searched our room but it’s empty. I really find it odd not finding you waiting for me when you reminded me to be home early. I tried calling you again but was more confused when I heard the ringing of your phone. I found it just lying in the sofa.  Suddenly I felt very odd and my heart started beating fast. Where are you? Why are you not home? Then I decided to call your Mom. With just the first ring, she answered in an unsteady voice.


“Hyunjooong-ah, where have you been? Hyejung... She...” and all she said after that became blurred. All I know was I you needed me and I have to be there.


As soon as I arrived at the hospital, I run towards your room and found Omma waiting by the door. When I reached her side, I saw that she’s been crying. She hugged me so tight and asked me to go and see you. My heart was beating so fast, I took a deep breath and open the door. I walked calmly towards your bedside. I tried waking you up by calling you name.


“Buin, Buin, I’m here. Open your eyes.” I whispered by your ears. I took your hands when you didn’t budge. It felt so cold. “Buin, tell me what’s wrong? “ And I kissed your cheeks. “Buin, please answer me. Don’t scare me like this.” I uttered as I touch your arms and caressed your face.


“Hyunjoong-ah, she’s gone” I heard your mom said.


“No, Omma. That’s that true. She’s just sleeping. “I answered while shaking my head. I frantically reached for your hands and squeezed it. I touched your face again as I called your name.

“ Buin, Buin. Come on. It’s our anniversary tonight. Open your eyes baby. You don’t need to cook or do anything. Just wake up please.” I pleaded. Tears started rolling down my face when you didn’t answer me back.

“She called me this afternoon. She was so happy. She told me that you will be home early so you can celebrate your anniversary. I drop by your house to help her. When I arrived, she hugged me so tight and told me “Omma, Hyunjoong loves me”. I can see that she was really happy. She happily danced her way to the kitchen and started preparing for tonight. I was on the restroom when I heard her screamed. She was holding hear head, she said it’s hurting so bad, she was crying. I called the ambulance but she already lost consciousness. “ Your mother told me everything in between tears.

“We tried calling you but your phone was off. I know she was waiting for you. She regained consciousness an hour ago and asked for you. But then another pain hit her. This time her body gave up.” Your mother continued but broke down after this.


Brain aneurysm. That’s what the doctor told me. I can’t believe that you’re gone, Buin. Even now that it’s been a month since you passed away. I am trying to arrange your stuff in our closet when I found your diary. I sat down and began reading your entries. It started on the day we got married.

May 11, 2009
I am now officially Mrs .Kim Hyejung. I can’t thank the Lord enough for giving me a wonderful husband. This one of the best days of my life. I love you Kim Hyunjoong.


I continue reading on. Some entries were just about mundane things. Your work or our little fights.


July 25 2010

I’m so sad for Shillang. I saw how disappointed he was when the album didn’t make it to the charts. I know he prepared for it and it breaks my heart that not a lot of people supported him. I wish I could do something. I already asked my friend and family to buy his album but it wasn’t enough. What else should I do…?


September 20, 2010

I’m so sorry baby. I cannot protect you. I just want you to know that even if I lost you, Omma will always have a space in my heart for you. I just wished we were able to spend more time together and that you were able to meet your Appa. He is a wonderful person and I know you would really love him just like I do. I will miss you baby. Even if were together for only two months, I will miss you. Watched over us from heaven, okay... I love you baby.


I cannot help but shed tears when I saw the sonogram of our baby. I know you two are in heaven now together and watching over me. I wiped my tears and continue reading.


January 1, 2012

Thank you Lord for giving us this New Year. I pray that this year, you will bless my husband with more work and good health. I cannot ask for anything more for me. As long as Shillang is happy, I am happy too.


February 14, 2012

I guess Shillang is busy so he forgot that today is Valentine’s Day. Anyway I have prepared a dinner for him. I’m just so sad that he wasn’t able to come home early. I just shared the food with my neighbors.

Feb28, 2012
Today I went to visit Shillang on his photo shoot. I decided to bring him food to cheer him up. It broke my heart to see him standing behind the younger artist. Used to be that he’s the one in the centre. I was so hurt but I put on a brave face so he won’t be affected too. We shared the food I brought, he’s smiling but I know he’s not happy deep inside. Now I can’t help but wonder, does he ever regret marrying me?

March 18, 2012
Thank you Lord for sending this big project to Shillang. I saw how excited he was when his manager informed him. This is an answered prayer. My heart burst with so much happiness. Thank you Lord.

Unknowingly, I reached the last entry of your diary. I was surprised to see that its dated on the day you passed away.


May 11, 2012
I know it’s a bit early for this entry but my heart is jumping with joy. It’s our 3rd anniversary and I have a big surprise for my husband. Just this morning, after he left, I conducted and test and it’s positive. Yes, I am pregnant. I will tell him about it tonight. And I called him just minutes ago. He told me he loved me!!!!!! I’m soooo happy! I haven’t heard him say it for a long time. I love him and it will never change. I can’t wait to see him tonight. I won’t get tired of saying this: I LOVE KIM HYUNJOONG!


And with the last entry, I broke down into tears. Why did I turn off my phone? I could have been with you that day. We could still be together now. I regret not telling you that I love you every day, Buin. Because I really do. I never regret marrying you. With everything that has happened in my life, you have been my touchstone. I could have given up if not for you. If only I could turn back time, I will show you how much you mean to me.I will shower you with love just like what you have done for me. I love you, Buin and I really miss you.




Thursday, April 12, 2012

The Curse

As requested here's an epilogue for all of you! Written while I was on a post birthday vacation (LOL just sharing). Anyways, just enjoy and hope you can send me love! Ciao!


Epilogue

It was already six in the evening of August 16 and Hyunjoong was breaking into sweat. All the lights in the living room were out and the only light was from the bathroom with its door slightly ajar. He already prepared everything and all he’s waiting for was his wife. Hyejung will be coming from a photo shoot in Busan and they haven’t seen each other in three days. She had sent him a message, informing him that she’s already on her way and will arrive in about ten minutes.  The cake placed on top of the table almost fell when he hit the table’s side when the doorbell rang.

“She’s here!” he nervously whispered and lit the candle on the cake. He carefully walked towards the door to let his wife in.

On the other side of the door, Hyejung was getting impatient when he didn’t open the door at once. She really missed her husband and can’t wait to see him again. She knew that he’s already home because he said he’ll wait for her when she texted him. She was about to punched in the code when she heard the lock clicked. She was surprised to saw Hyunjoong standing, waiting for her with a cake on his hand. When she walked towards him he began to sing…

“Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday to you, Happy birthday dear Buin, Happy birthday to you.”

Hwangbo clapped when Hyunjoong finished his song. 

“Thank you, Shillang. I honestly forgot that it’s my birthday! Come on let’s get inside so you can greet me properly.” She then pushed him towards the living room leaving her suit cases by the door.

“ Buin, come on! The candles are melting.  Make a wish before you blow them out.” Hyunjoong ordered.

Hyejung closed her eyes and made a wish. Once done she counted one to three then blow out the candles. Just when she finished, lights flooded the living room and party poppers were opened. A loud cheer greeted her as well.

“Happy Birthday Hyejungssi!”

Baek Boram, Song Eunnie and the rest of the Muhan girls as well as Selina were there. Andy,Erick and Junjin were standing on the side smiling, and her Mom was standing beside the boys. Hwangbo ran towards her and gave her a big hug.

“I missed you Omma.” She whispered to her Mom.

“Are you a baby, Jungie! You’re already thirty three and yet you act like a ten year old. “Her Mom jokingly scolded her. “ Let go and thank your husband first. He’s been preparing for this surprise since last week.”

Hyejung kissed her Mom’s cheeks before running towards Hyunjoong.  When she reached his side, she gave him a big smile before kissing his lips.

“Thank you for the surprise, Shillang. I really appreciate it.”

“It’s my pleasure, Buin.” Hyunjoong replied. “I have another surprise for you later. “He whispered so only the two of them can hear it. Hyejung just kissed his cheeks as a reply.

“Cut it out you two. We’re all starving!” Eunnie shouted and startled the couple which made everyone laughed.

Hyunjoong led them all to the dining room. He commissioned a popular restaurant to cater food for this celebration. The guests were surprised with the feast. After dining they head to the living room to watched the couple’s wedding video while wine was served. Hwangbo just marveled at how Hyunjoong was able to prepare all of these when he was also very busy. She then stood up to go to the rest room when suddenly she felt dizzy but still continued on her way. Hyunjoong who was chatting with Andy, excused himself to check her wife. He was already near her when she suddenly fainted, so he made a mad dash just in time for him to catch her. Hwangbo’s Mom and friends panicked at what they saw, and it was Junjin who called the ambulance.

“ Buin, Buin, come on, wake up. Tell me what’s wrong?”  Hyunjoong said while holding on to his wife.

“ Jungie-ah,  baby, open your  eyes. Don’t scare Omma. You broke the curse right. You’re already married.”  Hwangbo’s Mom chattered. Song Eunnie, seeing how Hwangbo’s Mom was so tensed pulled her on the side and let her sat down. Junjin announced that the paramedics are on their way up, Boram run towards the door and ushered them in as soon as she saw them. The paramedics lifted Hwangbo and lay her on the stretcher. Hyunjoong kept on holding to her hand even as the paramedics wheeled her out on the house. He went with them in the ambulance. The Muhan Girls, the Shinwa boys together with Hwangbo’s mom followed them.

Hyunjoong was waiting nervously outside the emergency room. He’s so shocked at what happened. Hwangbo never complained of being sick or feeling any pain. She was well and healthy.  It can’t be because of the curse. She’s married to him and they love each other. He was in deep thought when the doctor who examined Hwangbo came out. He asked Hyunjoong to follow him. Hyunjoong saw Hwangbo’s Mom approaching them so he asked her to come with him. Whatever it is that the doctor needed to tell him, he thought that her Mom should know.

“Mr. Kim does your wife work a lot?” the doctor began as soon as they were all seated.

“She just came back from an event in Busan. Normally, she’ll have taping twice a week. “Hyunjoong honestly answered.

“Does she complain of being dizzy or getting tired easily? “The doctor asked again.

“No doctor. She’s healthy. Just tell it to me straight. Is she sick? Does she need to be admitted in the hospital? Anything, doctor.  Just give it to her. “ Hyunjoong  babbled on. Hwangbo’s Mom started crying while holding on to Hyunjoong’s arms.

“Mr. Kim, what I can suggest is to ask your wife to take at least one week rest. She experienced fatigue causing her to faint. No need to worry too much.” The doctor replied.

Hyunjoong and his mother in law took a sigh of relief after hearing about Hyejung’s condition.

“By the way Mr. Kim, we’ll have Mrs. Kim stay here for the night. Another doctor will be coming over to examine her. Here’s her contact information.

Hyunjoong’s eyes almost popped out of its socket when he read what’s written on the card.

Dr. Park Hye Min
Obstetrician/Gynecologist

“Doc...Doctor... Could it be that my wife is pregnant?" He stuttered as he asked. “ Dr. Park is the best in mother and child care area right?”

“You are correct Mr. Kim.” The doctor replied with a bright smile. “Based on initial test your wife is around six weeks pregnant.  Congratulations!”

Hyunjoong was speechless. He’s going to be a father. His happiness is over flowing. He turned to his mother in-law, now crying because of joy. She gave him a hug and said.

“You have to take good care of them Hyunjoong-ah.” 

“I will, Omma. I definitely will.” He replied sincerely.

“Mr. Kim, your wife has been transferred to room 501. You can go and share the good news with her.”  Dr. Kao advised him.

Hyunjoong head on to see Hwangbo while his mother in law will share the good news with her friends. He found her sleeping soundly so he just dragged a chair and sat near her bed while holding on to her hand.  He just stared at her beautiful face, so excited to share the news with her. When Hyunjoong saw her stir a bit, he decided to play a little prank on her. He put on a sad face as he waited for her to open her eyes.

“Shillang, what happened? Why am I in a hospital? Hwangbo asked in confusion as she saw where she was.
“You fainted, Buin. The doctor needs to monitor you for some time.” He answered in a very gloomy voice.

“Something wrong, Shillang? Am I sick? “She asked with nervousness.

“The doctor advised me that we need to see her every month. We will only know what it is after about eight months.” Still not giving up he pretended to be sad.

“ Shillang, I’m scared.  This is something serious, right? And why do I need to wait for eight months? Can we see the doctor now?”  Hwangbo who’s very scared blabber on.

“Dr. Park Hye Min will be coming soon, don’t worry Buin.” He simly replied with a smile.

“Dr. Park Hye Min? That sounds familiar. Do you have my purse with you, Shillang?” she asked. 

Hyunjoong search for her wallet on the bag her Mom brought and gave it to her when he found it. She grabbed it and began searching for the doctor’s business card.

“I found it! She’s an OB-Gyn and I met her on our Muhan girl’s episode. You said we have to see her every month and we have to wait for eight months.” Hwangbo chattered  on, while trying to put the pieces together.

Hyunjoong broke into a big smile as he watched Hwangbo’s facial expression turned from worrisome to pure delight. 

“I ‘am pregnant, Shillang? We’re going to be parents?” she asked confirming her guess but tears were already rolling down her cheeks.

Hyunjoong reached out for her and enveloped her in his embrace. 

“Yes, Buin.  We are going to be parents. Thank you for this wonderful gift.” 

“I’m very happy Shillang. This is what I wished for when I blew the candles earlier. I really wanted to give you a child. This is an answered prayer.” Hwangbo confessed.

“The doctor advised that you need to take at least a week’s rest. You need to be more careful now.” Hyunjoong informed her.

“Don’t worry, Shillang. I’ll follow the doctor’s order. Our baby comes first. Beside, my Shillang is a Hallyu star. He can provide for us.” She teasingly replied.

“Definitely, Buin. I’ll work double time just to provide for you and our baby.” Hyunjoong answered with confidence. “Now, do you want to eat anything?” 

“I just want to eat apples.” Hwangbo shyly replied.

Hyunjoong went to get some apples in the fridge and cut it into pieces. He then fed it to her eagerly and Hwangbo ate it with gusto. Then all of a sudden she asked.

“ Shillang, you said you have another surprise for me. Can I have it now?” 

“It’s in our house, Buin. You’ll see it by tomorrow.” He replied with a mysterious smile.

Hwangbo just nodded and he continued feeding her. The Muhan girls and Shinwa boys came in with gifts to offer. All were very excited for the couple and offered to be godparents for their baby.  Dr Park arrived at around nine in the evening. She just gave Hwangbo vitamins and told her that she can be discharged the next day. She also reminded her not to forget her next pre-natal check up and take extra precaution when she’s working. The couple promised that they will follow the doctor’s advice and will see her for the next check up. 

The next day, Hwangbo was discharged early. Hyunjoong drove them home and he can’t help but to be overly protective of her. He didn’t let her walk and insisted to use a wheelchair to get to their car or else he’ll carry her all the way. As soon as they arrived home, Hyunjoong blindfolded her for the surprised he promised.  She just followed as he led her. Hyunjoong counted and at the count of three, he removed the blindfold. Tears began to well on Hwangbo’s eyes when she saw his surprise.

A fully furnished baby’s room.

“I didn’t expect for us to use this very soon but I also prayed hard. “ Hyunjoong said and led her to check the room.

The room radiates a sunny ambiance. The walls were painted yellow and decked with hand painted red tulips. A white crib with matching Moses basket was placed on the right side of the room. The built in cabinets were very spacious and beside it a changing table was set up, all also in white. The couple head on to check room’s bathroom and Hwangbo can’t help but be overwhelmed with it.  This time its painted powder blue, the ceiling was white like clouds. The bathtub was also in powder blue with swimming ducks on its side. 

“Shillang, you never fail to amaze me. This is like a child’s fantasy room.” Hwangbo uttered as she looked around the room.

“I only want the best for you and our baby. This is nothing compared to the happiness you have brought to my life.” Hyunjoong replied as he stood behind her, his hands placed on top of her still flat tummy.

“I love you, Shillang. I know it’s funny but I ‘am grateful of the “Curse”. It led me back to you.” 

“I guess in a way that’s true. But I believe you have set a curse at me when we started in our show four years ago.” Hyunjoong replied.

“Hmmm... and what curse would that be?” Hwangbo asked while trying to hold her laugh.

“That I can love no one but you.” Hyunjoong answered while gently turning her to face him.

“I think we were both cursed then. I love you Shillang. “ Hyejung said while looking straight into his eyes.

“I love you, Buin.” Hyunjoong whispered before his lips met hers for a well deserved kiss.

And they live happily ever after. (lol)
The end….

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

The Curse

This is the end.. Yihee...Thank you for reading this fanfic. I truly appreciate the comments and the views received. Til the next one!!

This chapter is dedicated to my twin sister- Girlie. Advance happy birthday Gile.I miss you everyday. I miss singing, shopping and just talking to you.. I know you're happy where you are now and in time we will be together again.Just look over us from heaven ok.. Happy 30th!

P.s. do you want an epilogue for this fanfic? let me know.. k?

Chapter 15



Hwangbo woke up with the feeling of someone watching her. She pried open her eyes and a smile crept on her face when she saw who was with her. It was Hyunjoong. He was watching her with fondness and passion in his eyes. Hwangbo sat up and laced her arms around his neck before she spoke.


“What are you doing here, Shillang? You are not supposed to see me until tomorrow. This will bring us bad luck. “Then she dropped a quick kiss on his lips.


“I was so lonely in my hotel room. I cannot believe that I will be spending the night alone.” He replied with a pout.


“Well, would you like to switch? I’ll stay in your hotel room while you stay here?” Hwangbo asked with a smile.


“No! It’s better if you stay here. It’s just that I ‘am not so used in sleeping without you anymore. “Hyunjoong confessed.


“Aissh! My Shillang. We are going to get married tomorrow so don’t fret too much okay? We’ll be together for the rest of our life. “She reminded him to ease his sulking.


“Why can’t I just stay here with you? I’ll use the other room. Besides, we’ve been living together like a married couple. There’s no sense in following such tradition.” He reasoned out, a scowl forming on his face.


“Do you want something bad to happen on our wedding? Worse, if it won’t push thru? Come on now, Hyunjoong-ah, just one night. Then you can be with me all you want. Let’s just follow Mom’s request, please.” Hwangbo replied.


“Ok. But can I just stay and talk for a while? Or maybe just share a drink before I go?” Hyunjoong pleaded.


“Let me just get soda in the fridge, stay here. Promise you’ll leave after, ok.” She replied and stood up when Hyunjoong nodded.


Hwangbo was back after five minutes and found Hyunjoong sitting in the middle of the bed. He already turned on the lights and she smiled at him as she climbed in the bed. She gave him the glass of soda and sat beside him. Hyunjoong snaked his free hand on her waist, securing her close to him. Hwangbo just giggled and kissed him on his cheeks. They enjoyed sitting there in silence, just letting time passed by. When both finished their drink, Hyunjoong stood up to leave as promised. Hwangbo watched him put on his shoes and when he finished he went back to bed and sat beside her.


“Buin, take a good rest now. You have to be very pretty tomorrow.” And he quickly kissed her.


“Are you saying I’m not pretty with eye bags and panda eyes? “She asked and hit his shoulders.


“No. That’s not what I mean. You are very beautiful and I’m very happy to be your husband. Now, just take a good rest. You need all the strength for our honeymoon.” And he kissed her one more time to point out what he means.


“You better be prepared yourself, Shillang.” Hwangbo replied trying to catch her breath after the kiss. Hyunjoong smiled back at her then made his way out. She bid him good bye and then went back to sleep with a smile on her face.


Hwangbo’s room is now so buzzing with people. Makeup artist and her designer were busy checking every detail. Her Mom was just standing beside her as they put on her makeup.


“Jungie, I’m so glad that finally, you are going to get married. I am overwhelmed with so much happiness.” Mrs.Hwang bo uttered as she dab the tears on her eyes.


“Omma, I’am very excited to finally start my own family. Thank you for pushing me in finding my man. “She replied and squeezed her Mother’s hand.


“I want a grandchild soon Jungie. Make sure you and Hyunjoong will work out on it soonest, ok?” Her Mom added.


Hwangbo laughed out loud at what her Mom had said. “Omma, tell that to Hyunjoong and I’m sure he’ll be really thrilled.”


“Hyejung, I‘ll go for now, I will check the wedding hall. You are one lovely bride. Omma loves you Jungie.” Then she kissed her cheeks.


“Omma I love you too. Go and ensure that everything’s ready for your baby girl.” Hwangbo replied and waved her goodbye. Just as she finished talking, she saw Selina approaching.


“Hello, there Hyejungssi” Selina greeted her.


“Hi Selina. How’s everything? What about our guest? Are they all settled in their rooms? “ Hwangbo asked non-stop.


“Hold it right there, bride. Aigoo!! Everything’s okay. Some guests are already preparing and some are already in the hall waiting. Banquet is already prepared as well as the 4 piece orchestra. All we’re waiting for is you.” Selina assured her with a smile.


“That’s good to know.” She uttered with a sigh. “What about Hyunjoong? Where is he? “


“He’s with his Jungmin. That Shillang of yours is a nervous wreck. He’s been bugging me about you since this morning. Your Mom and I have to block him when we saw him trying to sneak in and see you here.”


Hwangbo guiltily smiled at the wedding planner. If they only knew that she allowed Hyunjoong to see her earlier, she’s going to get a lot of scolding.


“I leave you here now, Hyejung. I’ll send your father in, let’s say about ten minutes? Let’s get this event rolling! “She excitedly advised her.


“ Okay, Selina. Thank you so much for your help.” Hwangbo replied.


“Oh, by the way, Hyunjoong wanted me to give this to you.” Then she hurriedly left the bride’s room.


Hwangbo opened the box and saw a paper crane inside. She picked it up and smiled at what’s written on the crane’s wings.


“Our Forever starts today. I love you Buin. See you in the altar”


Finally, it’s time to start the wedding. Hyejung’s father is beaming with pride as he walks her down the aisle. Only close friends and family were invited to the wedding. They will hold an event in Seoul after this to be able to thank their fans. The orchestra started playing the song “Love” as Hyejung and her father walk in. Hyujoong was nervously waiting for her in the altar. He can’t keep his eyes off her soon to be wife. Her beauty’s so radiant and her smile can light up the whole place. No one can deny that this couple is madly in love with each other. The SS501 boys stood by Hyunjoong’s side as best men and Um Ji woon and Baek Boram were the maids of honor. When Hyejung and her father reached the altar, her Dad whispered to Hyunjoong.


“She is my princess. Don’t let her shed a tear or I’ll tear you limb to limb.”


“Don’t worry father in law. I’ll take good care of her. I promised that.” Hyunjoong replied and shook his hands.


Hyejung kissed his Dad’s cheeks and hugged him before she and Hyunjoong joined hands and walk towards the altar.


The ceremony started and the couple listened intently to the minister. The couple prepared their own wedding vow. Hyunjoong started:


“Hyejungssi, the four years that I’ve known and loved you, I never regret anything. You have been the best gift God has given me. It was not an easy road to take but fate lead us here, in front of our family and friends, ready to start our new life together. I won’t promise that everything’s gonna be easy from now on but rest assured that I will stand beside you no matter what. I love you may seem to be feeble to describe what I feel for you. You gave me life, Hyejung, not just existence. Thank you for coming into my life.


Hyejung hugged him after he said his vow. Now it’s her turn.


“Hyunjoong-ah, I never imagined that I would fall for someone like you. At first when we were still filming our show, I tried hard to stop myself in falling for you. But you are one lovely man. You slowly crept into my heart and even if we separated, no one was able to fill that space. When fate led us back together, day by day, I fall for you more. Our daily morning coffee, when we just stay at home and watch TV, to just simply doing household work together,- these things Hyunjoong, I will never trade for anything. I fell in love with Hyunjoong- not the idol, not the popular singer and actor but the simple man that you are. I may not say it often, but I do love you. No curse or scandal can separate us. I will always be your number one fan, your best friend and your lover. I will be your one and only Buin, in this lifetime and even in the next one. I love you till eternity Shillang.


The crowd gave a round of applause as they finished saying their vow. Both Hyejung and Hyunjoong’s Moms’ were dabbing tears on their eyes. When the minister presented them as Mr. and Mrs. Kim, the couple was greeted by loud cheer. They reception was set up in the garden of the hotel, overlooking the sea. They were treated by music from the orchestra and a band also played. Hyunjoong sang after much cajoling from his family and wife. Hyunjoong agreed but only if Hwangbo promised to dance for them. The bride agreed so Hyunjoong sang his song, “Kiss Kiss” while Hyejung danced with it enthusiastically. Over all it was a successful celebration of love and family. Merriment lasted all night while the couple took off and head to their honeymoon in Maldives.